Hey everyone!!!

Here's a late episode that I recorded last Friday but totally forgot to "edit" (and by that I mean add background music and try and fail to get rid of the background noise). This episode is a little all over the place but I think it's a good indication of how I was feeling when I recorded it. A good summary would be: what it means for me to be genuine with my feeling. I hope that makes sense. 

But hey, it's still an accomplishment to get anything out!

Enjoy :)

Hey everyone!! It's so nice to be back and talking. Here's a longer episode for ya'll to make up for being on hiatus for the past few months. I'm definitely looking forward to this season's content. It's gonna be great.

It's tough looking in the mirror and not liking what looks back.

Trigger Warning: body dysmorphia, fatphobia, internalized racism, my regular personality

Hey ya'll!

Today's episode is about the dreaded question: "Tell me about yourself." I'm horrible at answering this question.

That's it. Hope you enjoy :)

Lauryn

Hey ya'll!

Look at me, uploading another episode within a week. Today's talk is just me going off on a tangent (as usual). Hope ya'll have a good spring break :)

Lauryn

Hey ya'll!

Look at me, actually uploading another episode within a 1.5 week period :) I just thought of this topic yesterday evening...like right when I closed "Treasure Island." There's some weird editing things that happened and ignore how my voice is so high at the beginning.

Enjoy!

-Lauryn

Hey ya'll! Today I'm talking a little about the awkwardness of trying to be interesting, interested, and genuine. Ever heard of that saying, "Interesting people are interesting?" Well...that's a bit harder than you'd think. At least for me. As always, this is just me talking about my feelings. Nothing too serious. Enjoy :)

Hey ya'll, it's been a while. Sorry about that. I just didn't want to give ya'll crap. Still trying to figure out what to talk about. I hope you enjoy this new episode:)

Hey ya'll! Sorry I didn't get you new episodes on time. Here's a quick little episode to hold you until Friday :) It's about Stephen Sondheim (1930-2021), the absolute legend of musical theatre. His musical Sweeney Todd (1979) was what spurred me on my current path. He passed on November 26th, so I thought I'd talk a little about that. It's not as coherent as I'd like but I wanted this podcast to be the most realistic version of myself I could give an audience.

The musical I refer to is Sunday in the Park with George (1984). It's absolutely fabulous. Listen to it if you haven't.

Love ya'll :)

Lauryn

Hey ya'll! As we go into Thanksgiving break, I thought I'd talk a little about what I'm most thankful for. Also, I'm trying to monetize so pls pls pls tell everyone you know about this podcast so I can be approved for ad sponsorships. Be safe and eat a lot! 

Love ya'll,

Lauryn :)

Today's song suggestion:

Sunrise, Sunset (Perry Como): https://open.spotify.com/track/6pPVElkpDdQvFK6yVbBWoQ?si=7076aada8676467c

Today's topic is on trusting your authenticity. It's almost impossible to know how much of ourselves to give to other people and even more impossible to know if it's fulfilling. There's not a certain answer to authenticity, just trial and error. But we'll figure it out eventually :)

This is a revised version because the first one was off with a lot of background noise and weird editing. So it's the same stuff just cleaned up a bit. Also, I won't be doing the songs in the episodes anymore because I'm trying to monetize this podcast :( College student vibezzz. Anyway, I'm a mess. Bye.