I'm embarrassed to even upload this "sound event". I don't even want to call it a podcast. My intentions were to re-direct everyone to a Podcast I recorded with Will & Eli a day before with very little other than a quick explanation why I didn't feel ready to record this week.

Then, I felt that it wouldn't be authentic of me to scrub and curate my own thoughts when that is exactly opposite of being open and real.

I went back and listened to myself today ( a day late on my regular Wednesday publish ) and again almost decided to not post. I sound like a whiney weak a$$ b*tch. 

My apology is in not apologizing and just publishing. I had a mega constructive day since and will outline some calculated thoughts and discussion for next week.

But hey, I still submit that you are an absolute self absorbed douche nozzle if you can't think outside of yourself and your own comforts today.