Not even getting married will save you. It is all about rituals with them. Not a single person is perfect. We are in a war, and people are dying…but let’s watch King Charles in a gold carriage?! Anyone see the problem? Sell it all to feed the poor. Why do we have to keep raising monies? This world is so broken, but God still loves and hopes to bring all of you home to the mansion he has been working on this entire time. They have been and are lying to you. Aliens don’t come from space, they come from underground. Let Go, and let God. It is time to heal. Dance.

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There seems to be a wet blanket over the entire earth. I am worried for the mental health of our young. Apparently you can’t ring the wrong doorbell. Please try to talk to someone before you take their life. The wrong house yo?!? You can’t make mistakes in this world. People are fake. Lord Father please come for us. They say Aliens, but everything was created from you Father. You still created them knowing what they’d do. Don’t take anything personal. You get mad because of how you see the world. I respect everyones thinking even if it’s totally different from mine. I just wanted to point out Jesus used messed up people. “Crazy” people. (If this world calls you crazy it’s probably a good thing.) Elijah was depressed, and he defeated baal. He was able to prove God was real, but he still hated it here because they wanted to kill him. He would pray at night for God to take him. God had angels feed him and let him rest. It’s a safe bet that Elijah wasn’t just feeling alone but was feeling downright lonely when he hid for a night in a cave on Mount Horeb. He had defeated the prophets of Baal in one of the most memorable showdowns ever, and instead of being celebrated, he was being hunted by Jezebel. He left his servant behind, went into the wilderness alone, and prayed he would die. He then journeyed 40 days and 40 nights and sat in a deep funk wondering what difference any of his work made. He was depressed and dejected.

God’s question: “What are you doing here, Elijah?” echoes God’s question, “Where are you?” to Adam in Genesis 3. These are great questions when you are feeling lonely. Where are you? What are you doing? Have you cut yourself off from the people who love you and the God who loves you?

God reveals himself to Elijah—not in a great wind or earthquake or fire—but in a still, small voice (v. 12). God had been there all along, undetected by Elijah. Furthermore, God revealed that Elijah was never alone but one of a company of 7,000 who hadn’t bowed to Baal. Loneliness doesn’t come from being alone; loneliness comes from thinking you are alone—thinking you are the only one who feels a certain way when in fact thousands of others feel the same way. Elijah was never alone. Are you like Elijah? Perhaps it is time to reassess how alone you really are.

Prayer: Help us, Lord, to hear your voice when we are lonely.

There is nothing we can do! Not even getting married, while send us to heaven. Why do they tell girls this, then the laws protect us?! They fail us. Make us loca para Dios.

Death should be celebrated not mourned. They are with Jesus!!! I remember telling my dad how lucky he is to get to go already. No one is really standing up for the truth anymore. Especially the courts. I am the last person they should ever want as a jury member. All I would say is how corrupt the entire system is. Nothing is what it seems. People see everything thru their eyes, which means…feeling aren’t real. Just because I feel like you look mad doesn’t mean you’re mad. The biggest one…she looks like a bitch. Why? projecting much? I literally can’t wait for the stars to begin to fall. 3 days of darkness !!! I am ready for it all. Fun, and such a test of faith. Very emo. 🖤 I grew up knowing none of this, but God showed me. There is an information highway that you can tap into. Get downloads. Go to places for hours, but only be gone here 1 second. It all is possible. With God anything is. So, I promise if you pray God will give you strength. It all comes down to being thankful. I pray for justice, but GOD is truly the only judge I trust. https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/understanding-the-times-on-lightsource-com-audio/id1510444047?i=1000610044648

You are not saved by works, deeds, or even if you are married. I have never looked forward to the 3 days if darkness more than I do now. I only fear GOD. That’s how I know they are lying…

We are saved by grace. Not by marrying a man, or even a woman. Being married doesn’t save you. No wonder the LDS won’t leave me alone.

Once the DA is coming after you for being in your own front yard get back to me. IDGAF You don’t see your privilege Jackie Shimmel. A true bitch…but when she truly gets called out she blocks you. I get it. Hide behind the gates, but don’t preach love when you can’t even love your own demon seed. Her mom killed herself. That’s her story of why she’s fucked up. I am fucked up because I went to police for help and they falsely put me in the mental hospital. I have been trying to prove myself, but that’s the entire game. Keep your calm! Don’t show your crazy. BE zen like the Dalai llama or whatever wanting to suck little boys tongues. Not sure where that would be funny, but come after me for flashing the cameras as a joke! Your tax dollars hard at work. They want you to be stressed out and preoccupied with all this bullshit just to distract you from whats really important. We must truly hold power on our own to over throw the government, and that’s why they are watching us all. We are their biggest threat. Most of us are not scared anymore, and this is all thanks to covid & Trump. Trump exposed hypocrisy. Love him or hate him…he got us all talking. I would hate to see what people would do if someone hurt him. People are legit expecting him to save us. I get it, but no matter how bad Joe is…no one is saving us. Let America go to shit already. Why fight it. Let the Democrats have it all. We are not from here. I know now the power a womans vagina has. I am just insulted that a white man has taken my place. This is not my Amerikkka, just like this is not my Kkkalifornia. Vote blue no matter who!!! CTA

When you don’t want to be here anymore you know how powerful your mind is. You know why they are coming for you. You know what your intrusive thoughts are. You know what is coming from you. Clearly, the government has the technology to cause you to think you are hearing “God”. They prey on the “mentally ill”. They labeled us that. We are worthless to society. We can’t take care of ourselves. What they have put me thru is so traumatizing I know they are just waiting for me to snap, BUT GOD. I told the prosecutor I would not shut up. I am being targeted. Bullied, harassed, and stalked. I get phone calls telling me to kill myself. I got emails as well. Do I listen, and make the world a better place? No. Killing yourself is never the answer. Why are we not outlawing fentanyl??? People are so worried about guns, but this is actually killing more people. I know more people that have died because of fentanyl, and no one is saying anything. That should be me! I told kaiser no to a pain pump. I would be dead, if I didn’t pick to live with the pain. Deal with it. Life is going to hurt. A little pain means you are alive. Saying I don’t want to be here anymore doesn’t mean I want to hurt myself. It means to me that it hurts to be alive right now at this moment. I am trying to heal from all this trauma, but no one around me is allowing it. They rather see me suffer. I don’t say anything, if I don’t have proof to back it up. You can’t trust your own government, when they have you painted as the terrorist. They are targeting God fearing people. Why can Jack Hibbs say things, but I say them irl and I get 5150d. They know it is true. If Todd wouldn’t have targeted me the way he is I wouldn’t be so sure. I had no idea how racist he was. Sometimes you have to pretend to be one of them. I have put my mental health at risk all to prove a point. Thank you God for keeping me safe. I know exactly what the CTA and STRS are doing. I was treated like a piece if meat. I didn’t suck the right dick. How dare they ask me if my vagina gets wet still?! WTF does that have to do with my shoulder. come to find out it is all a test of how calm and collective you can stay. Did you see the tiktok guy?! Horry shit!!! Good for china. The US Government spies on us. look up the patriot act . They can go thru everything! Listen to everything. Nothing is a coincidence. Churches only house evil people. They love to judge others. If people don’t forgive you for using the word retarded, then they have issues. Not me. Since when did people start getting so offended by a word. You are going to be the reason our country goes to shit. You care too much what others think. White girls will never understand. To me white girl means blonde hair and blue eyes. I am not a white girl. I am short curvy brown every where. They prey on women like us. I am trying to help you. Others. The system doesn’t care about us because we don’t believe in marriage. We don’t buy into their rules. For a good reason. If you were in my shoes you’d get it. One day I will be able to share everything. I am so thankful for my friends in high places. Thank you so much God. Don’t ever trust your lawyers!!! All they want is money. There is a reason they told me not to use his name in court, God…that is. https://ultraculture.org/blog/2014/06/06/hearing-voices-military/

I don’t believe in any churches. The most evil people can be found in the pews. Plus, I live around all these white christian people…I have never been treated more racist. The only thing they have on me is a nip slip, or my gfs and I were joking and we flashed the cameras. Never thought they would call sheriffs on us, or me. They did it twice. Legit everything I do they watch. They follow me around with their cellphone cameras. Laughing at me. Making me cry. Well I used to. I went for a walk with my step sons. Clearly I don’t want anyones kids. These people are effing nuts, and went above and beyond to slander my name. I am so thankful and grateful for my friends in high places that passed the tests. I have a dark sense of humor to deal with all the pain. I pray one day to let certain people in, but it hurts me more to see them hurt. How did I know each time? How? That is some powerful instincts protecting my dog.