Let’s talk about anything rather than James Charles..Still getting the hang of this. Almost a month into being 39, and at least I have been staying more constant with this podcast. I don’t know why I have this urge to help others so much, but I was helping the wrong people. I was helping the narcissist. My entire life. At 39 this is the first year I am living woke, and I’m not going to lie sometimes I think it was better off being naive. However, I truly Believe that things happen for a reason. One light...many lamps. Baha’i

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As I have mentioned before I am in the beginning phases of this pod. Playing with the structure, and talking to some really cool possible co-hosts. Everyone is just so busy with life. Anyways, in this podcast I go deep into why exactly Chris Medina and Annabelle Desisto disrespected me. It shouldn’t matter when I am ready to tell my story, it’s still true. Women especially should be warned because most are going in so vulnerable... like me. $300/hour I was going to pay. That’s the way you respond to customer service? Don’t be afraid to speak your truth. All they do/did was block me. I’m not afraid to meet my maker. How is it that 2 podcasters from Dear Media have been on E, but the one who allegedly wrote on Joan Rivers Can’t even pass 13k? She is actually going backwards? The only proof you can find is a magazine article, and that author is not proof. A picture with Joan Rivers doesn’t count either. What did you actually write? Like if this was really done bravo, but this smells way too much like Caroline Calloway. Block anyone who doesn’t think like you. Ya know like vote blue no matter who. Praying they find the light. One path only with Yah. I was almost fulled with a one world religion called Bahai. Have you had your coming to Jesus moment? I can tell the future better than Chris Medina because God says forgive even your enemies. I am not the enemy. Lies are.

One light many lamps. Baha’i. No one is wrong, so we can all unite. At least I have a feeling there is a bunch of people born around 1980 that are finding themselves alone. It’s ok to be alone. That was when I truly found myself. It’s just now I barely found my voice. I’m not afraid to use it. As long as I keep telling the truth everything will work out. I have made it almost 4 years already. I will not give up fighting corruption. I just have my bad days because all I can do is wait. Don’t worry I end this with some positive thoughts for the day. Some might call them affirmations.

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Empaths, real empaths vs. fake empaths. Lots of time outside. I know there is a group of us out there wanting to talk. Don’t be afraid.

For those with narcissistic parents. I understand you. I am 39 and this is the first year I am entering in knowing exactly what a narcissist is and an empath. So many fake empaths FYI be careful. Chris Medina is one of them. Charing $300 an hour, but talks down to women. No, thank you. Don’t ever be ashamed of yourself for speaking the truth. Just by what anyone else says that includes Chris Medina. Also, I’m basic af. Stassi from Vanderpump Rules is Basic Lux af. You can’t be rich and basic IMO.

I can’t remember what I talked about. I’m sure the same shit. I can’t keep it straight, but I didn’t have my show notes. I’m just starting here so I’m attempting to bond to the mic.

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Day 8 of being 39. I feel so changed already!

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Day 8 of being 39. The curtains have been pulled. I can see out side the window now. I am now embracing the fact that I am aware of narcissism and empathy. Being in a narcissistic relationship changed me forever. However, you determine if it’s for positive or negative. DM me questions or topics to [email protected] or on Instagram @notyoursupply

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This week was filled with important milestones. I can’t wait to share the aha moments I had. This is going to be the best year yet. No more toxic energy sucking vampires aka narcissistic people. Are you triggered easily like I am? Leave me a message here or DM on instagram @notyoursupply

Lala’s fiancé owes 50 cent some money. I’m losing my voice, so many parties. Pero like...what else? Quick chat