Defter music

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[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

Lines repeat beneath my feet,

Like silent grids across the street.

Every step already known,

Echoes moving on their own.

Sometimes in a fractured night,

I become aware mid-flight -

Above the roofs, above the frame,

Where gravity forgets my name.

[Pre-chorus]

Unseen - your mind,

To survive the fight,

The easiest way you find

Is leaving parts behind.

[Chorus]

And when you understand the mind,

This world becomes alone by its design.

Because the surface is easy to understand,

And what lies below it can't be felt.

And when you understand the world,

There is no place to hide from it all.

Because the surface is easy to understand,

And what lies below it makes no sense.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

In the air I see the seams,

Flickering behind the scenes.

Walls dissolve without a sound,

Rules grow weak above the ground.

But morning pulls me back inside,

Into shapes I cannot slide.

Surface solid, fixed and tight -

Depth erased by waking light.

[Pre-chorus]

Unseen - your mind,

To survive the fight,

The easiest way you find

Is leaving parts behind.

[Chorus]

And when you understand the mind,

This world becomes alone by its design.

Because the surface is easy to understand,

And what lies below it can't be felt.

And when you understand the world,

There is no place to hide from it all.

Because the surface is easy to understand,

And what lies below it makes no sense.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]

And when you understand the mind,

This world becomes alone by its design.

Because the surface is easy to understand,

And what lies below it makes no sense.

[Solo]

[Outro]

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

Screens glow in the silent room,

Promises wrapped in light's bloom.

Every answer comes too soon,

But nothing feels right under the hood.

You scroll through borrowed dreams,

And faces shaped to fit your need.

Truth dissolves between the scenes,

As your desires begin to lead.

[Pre-chorus]

In a world of illusions,

In a time of myths,

Entertainment is delusion

For minds ruled by feels.

In a world of illusions,

In a time of myths,

Entertainment is delusion

For minds ruled by reels.

[Chorus]

Escape this boredom tonight,

Avoid those feelings

and move on.

Search for a better place

every night,

’Cause feelings

are your main goal.

Chaos is the driver of your mind,

Which moves your flesh and soul,

To keep searching for the mind

Which mirror of your broken soul.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

Every story starts the same,

Fire dressed as endless fate.

You call it love, you call it game,

But you never stay until the end.

Reflections shift from night to night,

New mirrors, but the same design.

You chase the spark, avoid the light

That shows what's really inside.

[Pre-chorus]

In a world of illusions,

In a time of myths,

Entertainment is delusion

For minds ruled by feels.

In a world of illusions,

In a time of myths,

Entertainment is delusion

For minds ruled by reels.

[Chorus]

Escape this boredom tonight,

Avoid those feelings

and move on.

Search for a better place

every night,

’Cause feelings

are your main goal.

Chaos is the driver of your mind,

Which moves your flesh and soul,

To keep searching for the mind

Which mirror of your broken soul.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

Escape this boredom tonight,

Avoid those feelings

and move on.

Search for a better place

every night,

’Cause feelings

are your main goal.

Chaos is the driver of your mind,

Which moves your flesh and soul,

To keep searching for the mind

Which mirror of your broken soul.

[Instrumental outro]

We carry fragments of what is gone, even when it cannot be restored. Life moves forward, leaving some lessons unspoken, some losses unexplained. In the quiet spaces between moments, the things we lost shape everything we become.

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

Light on the wall,

No source in sight.

I wait for a sign

That doesn't feel right.

[Pre-chorus]

I made my choice

Before I knew the cost.

Now I live

Inside what I lost.

Time doesn't heal,

It just explains.

Some things don't hurt -

They remain the same.

[Chorus]

Sometimes...

You need something lost

in your life

Sometimes...

You need something real.

Sometimes...

There is no way back,

and that's life

Sometimes...

Nothing can be healed.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

Time learns my face,

Then looks away.

I stay in the echo

Of what I won't say.

[Pre-chorus]

I made my choice

Before I knew the cost.

Now I live

Inside what I lost.

Time doesn't heal,

It just explains.

Some things don't hurt -

They remain the same.

[Chorus]

Sometimes...

You need something lost

in your life

Sometimes...

You need something real.

Sometimes...

There is no way back,

and that's life

Sometimes...

Nothing can be healed.

Sometimes...

You need something learned

in your life

Sometimes...

You need someone real.

Sometimes...

There is no way back,

and that's life

Sometimes...

Nothing can be healed.

[Solo]

[Chorus]

Sometimes...

You need something lost

in your life

Sometimes...

You need something real.

Sometimes...

There is no way back,

and that's life

Sometimes...

Nothing can be healed.

[Solo]

[Outro]

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

A o i u

E o a i

I u e o

A e o a

O i u a

U a e o

I o e u

A i o e

[Pre-chorus]

U u u u

U uuuu u uuuu

U u u u uuuu

Uu U Uu uuuu

[Chorus]

La la laaa laaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la la la la

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa la la

La la laaaaaa laaaaaaa

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

E i a o

U o a i

A e i u

O a i e

I u o a

E a u i

O e i u

U a o e

[Pre-chorus]

U u u u

U uuuu u uuuu

U u u u uuuu

Uu U Uu uuuu

[Chorus]

La la laaa laaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la la la la

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa la la

La la laaaaaa laaaaaaa

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

La la laaa laaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la la la la

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa la la

La la laaaaaa laaaaaaa

[Solo]

[Chorus]

La la laaa laaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la la la la

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa laaaaaaa

La la laaa la la

La la laaaaaa laaaaaaa

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Outro]

Depther explores depth in a way few ever consider. Depth is not emotion, not sensitivity, not the subtle swirl of feelings that ordinary minds mistake for insight. When emotion dominates decision-making in complex systems, it creates chaos. True depth is structural: the ability to perceive the hidden patterns beneath feelings, to see how systems survive or collapse when humans act on emotion alone.

In a world growing ever more complex, emotional identity may become a liability. Only minds capable of structural integration - meta-aware, multi-layered, and detached from emotional turbulence - will sustain the complexity of human life without unraveling it.

Emotional depth fascinates most people, but structural depth is rare. It is the lens that reveals chaos and order simultaneously, the cognitive vantage point that ordinary perception cannot reach. Depther challenges listeners to see what lies beneath, to confront the systems they cannot feel, and to imagine the evolution of minds that can.

[Instrumental intro]

Defense depth error is here,

with blend logic and intuitive,

and fantasy about the unknown,

to build models of hidden all.

Patterns analysis in place,

for the predictions of universe.

This all is works in magic way,

or maybe you just limited itself.

[Instrumental break]

And fragmented as a mind to not learn,

that all your time is wasted,

to pleasure not yourself.

To regulate animals emotions,

of people whose mind is lost,

to think about... not yourself.

[Instrumental break]

Connection, connection and the self,

which disappears under emotional shelf,

and have no time to the any depth,

because it breaks defense like theft.

[Instrumental break]

And there is world reflect all this,

to keep everything easy and without risks,

to make all busy for someone,

who is the same and lost its core.

When all is made for the emotions,

and the world is falling into chaos,

it's the reflection of all this,

emotional needs that can't be met.

[Instrumental break]

And the complex life structures,

emerge from memory and perspective,

and keep alive because they're functional,

and not emotionally, feels mutual.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Outro]

After completing the original instrumental guitar-only version in 2024, I found myself listening to it one night before it released, and something unexpected happened. As the track played, I actually heard a singing voice performing the verse lyrics in real time, blending seamlessly with the instrumental, even though no vocals were recorded. It's like mind automatically generated the lyrics and voice sign it on top of the music, without any intention of writing them. Intrigued by this, I continued to listen to the instrumental track, repeating it to help capture the all the lyrics that this voice was singing, while filling in any gaps where the words hadn't fully formed. This version of the song features the AI-generated vocals and instrumentals, along with the original guitar melody and this "missing" lyrics, combining all elements in a unique way.

What is fascinated in that type of lyrics writing - you might not understand logic of some parts until right time is comes:

"when you've found you're not alone, it's time to move on your own."

Where's New King Is Mine [2025/03/19]

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

When you're not sure

what you should do,

when you're fearing

your feelings too,

when you've found

you're not alone,

it's time to move

on your own.

[Instrumental break]

[Pre-chorus]

Whether you are looking for,

you'll find answers on this road.

Whether you are looking for,

you'll find answers on this road.

And when you travel to this world,

you'll find answers on its own.

And when you travel to this world,

you'll find answers on its own.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

For real matters,

and what's important,

for real wishes,

it's how important.

To find your answers,

to find your mirror,

to find yourself

on this road.

[Solo]

[Chorus]

For real matters,

and what's important,

for real wishes,

it's how important.

To find your answers,

to find your mirror,

to find yourself

on this road.

[Instrumental break]

[Piano interlude]

[Chorus]

For real matters,

and what's important,

for real wishes,

it's how important.

To find your answers,

to find your mirror,

to find yourself

on this road.

[Outro]

"Disconnection Of Our Minds" dives into the hidden machinery of modern connections, exposing how people can become replaceable functions in invisible cycles of give-and-take. It describes relationships and attention networks as dual parasitic systems - where both sides can be drained, yet neither may realize it.

It reflects the internal voids and fragmentation that come from overconnection, showing that even when we feel lost or consumed, fragments of the self remain, waiting to be reclaimed. The track illuminates patterns most people don’t notice: how society pushes us to shrink ourselves, how attention can be extracted like energy, and how connections can subtly consume identity from both sides.

Even deep connections within this system can cause problems: people risk losing their identity if they cannot disconnect and exist alone, losing both their sense of self and even the interest in connection, yet without these links, survival feels impossible.

[Instrumental intro]

[Solo]

[Verse 1]

Streams of faces, flickering light,

Every word recycled, no one speaks right.

Hands reach out, but grasp just air,

We drift in circuits, lost somewhere.

Patterns repeat, the same as before,

We crave connection, but get nothing more.

Silent signals we cannot decode,

Trapped in the network, like a spider road.

[Pre-chorus]

With too many connections,

We became replaceable functions,

Forgotten - to be replaced.

Without any memory,

We became parasite host enemy,

Consumed - to be replaced.

[Chorus]

And when you feel the loss inside,

This disconnection of our minds.

And when you're missing something - true,

That part is still inside of you.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

Inside the noise, a whisper remains,

A spark of something the system can't claim.

Shadows of self, bending but true,

Fragments of meaning hidden from view.

We navigate walls of glass and steel,

Searching for something we alone can feel.

Every heartbeat resists, even if small,

A signal of life beyond the machine's thrall.

[Pre-chorus]

With too many connections,

We became replaceable functions,

Forgotten - to be replaced.

Without any memory,

We became parasite host enemy,

Consumed - to be replaced.

[Chorus]

And when you feel the loss inside,

This disconnection of our minds.

And when you're missing something - true,

That part is still inside of you.

And when you feel the void inside,

This can be filled by your mind.

And filled with the something new,

But found still inside of you.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

And when you feel the loss inside,

This disconnection of our minds.

And when you're missing something - true,

That part is still inside of you.

And when you feel the void inside,

This can be filled by your mind.

And filled with the something new,

But found still inside of you.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Post-chorus]

And society has told you:

Reduce - yourself.

We just need a perfect function

To serve - ourselves.

And when connections are only to receive

Something from you,

You become a replaceable function

For a weak parasite

That is killing both of you.

[Outro]

"This Shallow World" exploring the tension between human consciousness and the instinct-driven, herd-like nature of society. The song presents a world where humans are aware and their minds exist, but are fragmented and constrained, split between perception and the primal patterns imposed by the collective.

A society in which individuals reduce themselves to fit the most primitive, animalistic base level, surrendering their full potential and authentic experience to conform with herd instincts, roles and expectations. Awareness is present, yet limited, producing split minds that struggle to reconcile intellect with instinctual pressures and bends it over emotions.

The idea of the "perfect mystery" represents the human tendency to create enigmas about themselves, forcing others to spend energy decoding them, while simultaneously shaping one's own perception of the world into a "perfect binary" of good and bad during viewing this perfect mysteries. However, this binary is unstable and flips unpredictably, producing misery, confusion, mistrust, and the sense of contradiction - the "contrary".

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

We live with patterns no one sees,

and silent scripts we can't get rid.

With animal traits renamed as human,

to make live easy, just as animals.

[Pre-chorus]

This shallow world

and split inside.

And false connections

of our minds,

led by the perfect mystery

to waste your time,

until the misery.

[Chorus]

And waste your time,

behind a lie.

And split your mind,

just to survive.

And waste our time,

as all mankind.

And split our world,

as your own mind.

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

We live in herds where humans bow,

and silent rules obey the fowl.

With instincts ruling every gesture,

no mind can thrive beyond this pasture.

[Pre-chorus]

These shallow words

and split inside.

And false dichotomy

of our minds,

led by the perfect binary,

to waste your time,

until the contrary.

[Chorus]

And waste your time,

behind a lie.

And split your mind,

just to survive.

And waste our time,

as all mankind.

And split our world,

as your own mind.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Chorus]

And waste your time,

behind a lie.

And split your mind,

just to survive.

And waste our time,

as all mankind.

And split our world,

as your own mind.

[Solo]

[Chorus]

And waste your time,

behind a lie.

And split your mind,

just to survive.

And waste our time,

as all mankind.

And split our world,

as your own mind.

[Solo]

[Post-chorus]

Because you never

would feel real,

and all these connections

in this world aren't real.

They're just the instincts

of animals,

led by primitive rituals.

[Instrumental break]

[Solo]

[Outro]

This track appeared almost by accident - like catching a glitch no one else saw. A moment slipped through reality, and something hidden revealed itself. It's hard to tell what came first - the sound, the silence, or the watcher behind it. "Dream Director" turns that small distortion into meaning, leaving you to wonder who's really observing whom.

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

When morning fades, and shadows glow,

I walk through thoughts I used to know.

The time is slow, the mirrors bend,

Each face I see becomes a f(r)iend.

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

In dream not real.

[Chorus]

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

The signs are near, but none can read,

The dreams we chase, the thoughts we feed.

In endless loops, the silence calls,

And I still wait beyond the walls.

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

(In dream not real.)

[Chorus]

I'm your in-dream director

I'm your reality detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

I'm your in-dream director

I'm your reality detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Instrumental break]

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

In dream not real.

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Solo]

[Instrumental break]

[Post-chrous]

Let's see what happens after all

When dreams are gone and waking all

In dream director

I'm your detector

Let's see what happens after all

When dreams are gone and waking all

In dream director

(I'm your) Defter

[Solo]

[Outro]

This track appeared almost by accident - like catching a glitch no one else saw. A moment slipped through reality, and something hidden revealed itself. It's hard to tell what came first - the sound, the silence, or the watcher behind it. "Dream Director" turns that small distortion into meaning, leaving you to wonder who's really observing whom.

[Instrumental intro]

[Verse 1]

When morning fades, and shadows glow,

I walk through thoughts I used to know.

The time is slow, the mirrors bend,

Each face I see becomes a f(r)iend.

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

In dream not real.

[Chorus]

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Instrumental break]

[Verse 2]

The signs are near, but none can read,

The dreams we chase, the thoughts we feed.

In endless loops, the silence calls,

And I still wait beyond the walls.

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

(In dream not real.)

[Chorus]

I'm your in-dream director

I'm your reality detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

I'm your in-dream director

I'm your reality detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Instrumental break]

[Pre-chorus]

When voice is heard,

And it's not near.

When night is felt,

So cold, so real.

When nothing's left

To keep us here,

Still you believe

In dream not real.

[Instrumental break]

[Chorus]

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to be

These silent voices you may hear

In dream director

I'm your detector

Wherever you are, want to goes

These silent voices is never offs

[Solo]

[Instrumental break]

[Post-chrous]

Let's see what happens after all

When dreams are gone and waking all

In dream director

I'm your detector

Let's see what happens after all

When dreams are gone and waking all

In dream director

(I'm your) Defter

[Solo]

[Outro]