## Intro
[00:02] Well, anyway, that this is one of the symptoms of our phony sense of identity, of our phony feeling that we
[00:13] are something lonely, locked up in a bag of skin, confronted with a world, an external, alien, foreign world
[00:23] that is not me.
## Chorus
[00:24] Life without blueprints.
[00:35] Something to do with the moon’s movement.
[00:42] Only out when the moon’s lit.
[00:45] My nightmares lucid, my thoughts get intrusive.
[00:49] My new phone, who dis?
[00:53] I can’t fuck with these humans.
[00:56] That’s why I stay reclusive.
[00:57] I just stay reclusive.
[01:01] Why I stay reclusive, reclusive.
[01:06] I just stay reclusive, reclusive, reclusive.
[01:11] I just stay reclusive.
[01:16] Why I stay reclusive, reclusive.
## Verse 1
[01:21] Walk all over me, of course I’ll still do that for you.
[01:26] Ooh, October leaves, now November pours too.
[01:30] It’s just too much, I don’t mean to ignore you.
[01:34] Do you know that I need support too?
[01:38] But I don’t wanna have to force you.
[01:43] When you don’t gotta ask me, I got you.
[01:47] Lately, I just wanna die, I’m overwhelmed.
[01:51] The world just a short fuse, short fuse.
[01:55] Walk all over me, of course I’ll still do that for you.
[01:59] Ooh, October leaves, now November pours too.
[02:03] It’s just too much, I don’t mean to ignore you.
[02:07] Do you know that I need support too?
[02:11] But I don’t wanna have to force you.
[02:15] When you don’t gotta ask me, I got you.
[02:20] Lately, I just wanna die, I’m overwhelmed.
[02:24] The world just a short fuse, just a short fuse.
## Verse 2
[02:27] You will never understand how much I adored you.
[02:33] Got your heart broke again, baby, poor you.
[02:38] Heart broke again, baby, poor you.
[02:42] I been steppin’ on these eggshells.
[02:47] All this self-hate, I really hate myself.
[02:51] And if I choose to leave—
[02:54] But I wanna see how it plays out.
[02:57] Yeah, we starting to see that you forget me or fake now. `[?]`
[03:03] Always all alone when I’m ’bout to break down.
[03:07] And I wonder why no one wanna stay around.
[03:12] But I’ll still be a shoulder to cry on.
[03:16] Know I’m unappreciated my life long. `[?]`
[03:20] I think all my time’s gone by ’cause I’m burdens. `[?]`
[03:25] Instrumentals that I cry on.
[03:29] Concrete jungle made to lie on. `[?]`
[03:34] They all gonna love me when I’m gone.
[03:38] You hate me.
[03:39] I just need someone I can rely on.
[03:48] I just need someone—someone I can rely on.
## Verse 3
[03:49] I can never keep a bad bitch as long as I got these habits.
[03:57] This sickness has been active.
[04:01] Since then I’ve been feeling absent.
[04:06] Abandoned, I adapted.
[04:10] Get betrayed like I imagined.
[04:14] Writing some other nobody’s anthem.
[04:18] Get portrayed like a motherfucking tantrum.
[04:23] Baby, tell me how that’s attractive.
[04:26] But she knew I was an addict.
[04:30] They put me on a blacklist.
[04:34] I got these issues with attachment.
[04:38] And even more with the detachments.
[04:42] I’m crazy, baby, I’m batshit.
[04:47] And the worst part of it all is that I know it, I know it.
## Outro
[04:55] Life without blueprints.
[04:58] Something to do with the moon’s movement.
[05:04] Only out when the moon’s lit.
[05:08] My nightmares lucid, my thoughts get intrusive.
[05:12] No new phone, who this? `[?]`
[05:16] I can’t fuck with these humans.
[05:19] Why I stay reclusive.
[05:20] I just stay reclusive.
[05:24] Why I stay reclusive.
[05:27] Reclusive.
[05:29] I just stay reclusive.
[05:40] Why I stay reclusive.
[05:43] Reclusive…….
> **Content note:** The lyrics include a line about wanting to die. If that line reflects how you are feeling personally, please contact local emergency services or a suicide-prevention hotline now, and reach out to someone you trust who can stay with you.