Diamond’s Diary

I know it's been a long time I know it's been a long time but I've been healing. If you hear the raspiness in my voice it was because I had just got finished crying and journaling and realized that I needed to come back to you guys I've filmed so many podcast episodes and I just haven't had what it takes to upload them but I'm making the decision to come back and come back consistent and be in the top 1% of podcasts so I hope you guys are following along with me in my journey and episodes will come out every Saturday I love you guys and take care of yourself.

I just existing as a human at this point lol 
I do have 10 episodes recorded but guess what you aren’t getting that one until the new year babe. Have a great new year. It’s literally our fucking year babe we are going to do amazing and I’m saying WE because if you are listening you are the baddest bitch to every step a step. And that’s on purr 

Completely vulnerable episode. I’m depressed and that’s okay. 

Hate talk is real so i put boundaries to it and you should put boundaries in every aspect of your left. These are predone so that’s why i don’t have all the things i said that i would have. I LIED I LIED !! But the new year is right around the corner and i have to do better so here we are uploading all the episodes i have in my archives. The new year has a lot more in store and this self care Sunday might might MIGHT become something more like a segment WHO KNOWS !! Give yourself a HUG !!  

I’m sure someone can relate to
Me. There’s literally nothing like being yourself and when you enjoy yourself and you are able to live in being yourself and be okay with it it’s amazing. Yes i do still get depressed but I’m depressed within myself I’m not seeking the validation of others i literally depressed most of the time because I’m misunderstood and i don’t have to desire to explain myself to simple people. Not to be harsh but being the shxt is hard honey  🤪. Anywho enjoy your Christmas babes 

This was the second day of December, i was in the mist of finals and working full time … i was burnt out to say the fucking least. I am practicing being mindful and being burnt out you have no motivation or anything it’s literally caused me to spiral into my depression. I don’t mean to come off as cocky but i think if you make content consistently it’s going to blow up, you are going to gain supporters it’s something that is just going to happen the universe know what they did when they made me a wonderful orator. I literally love the sound of my own voice … this is amazing and i love you. 

I had a bad day but i refuse to let that hold me back 

I know this episode is dated but i have content i just need to work on getting it out so I’m dumping all of it at once or in the next upcoming days. I’m going to make social medias so i can interact with everyone and a website so just stick with me. I got y’all and hope y’all really ride with me. Give yourself a fuckkng hug for me ! 

i am feeling very powerful and i am comfortable in my being. Being a black sheep in a family when you want to be accepted is hard but someone’s you have to set out of that bubble and just accept your role. 

This is the second day of me doing audio shadow work instead of journaling. In this video I talk about how envy has impacted me the things that I am envious of and how I’m going to work on relieving myself of the envy. I hope you enjoy and I love you the most

Sorry, this one doesn't have an intro I had to get it up but I will be uploading a podcast episode every day for the month of November. listen without judgment.