Diary for my beloved podcast

I feel completely drained and this is only the first step.

As I get ready for one of the most important days of my life at family court, everything seems stacked against me.

I dreaded to be right about your mum cancelling our time.

Your mum is trying to destroy us. The horror of what could happen is shaking me throughout.

We conquered the cold and ate from the kid's menu for the first time! My girl is getting big.

He met you before you were born but you never had the chance to properly get to know each other.

We had a lovely time at home and exploring the neighbourhood, but it's hard not to wish there were more of these days.

A tense start to the year. Our routine continues, which unfortunately includes your mum's hostilities.

A festive weekend. Very quiet but most importantly, together.

This was one of the worst weekends of my life. Christmas should be about family, not ripping it apart.