We have finished a move back into our house. The changes that we are going through. Dirty neglected and dismantled.

I was given the hardest decision I've ever had to make. I did not take a lightly everything is about to change. Now I have to find out if I am strong enough.

This episode I talk about the first time I started working at this location 12 years ago. The place I was at then, versus where I am at now. Some cycles repeat themselves.

Trigger warning ⚠️ this episode I talk about the first time I ever thought about taking my own life. The pain that one endures living in an oppressive household.

My most recent visit to the ER, compared to my first visit to the ER.

Seasons change, healing can happen, the owl hoots in the trees and the kites lift on their own.

The struggles in finding your voice, setting boundaries and navigating relationships that have a direct impact on your family.

Cause and effect, some things are doomed to be repeated no matter if you remember them or not.

I heard the first sounds of spring, well not the very first sounds but ones I remember that used to put me to sleep. Take a journey with me, back to when....