There are days when my feelings feel louder than my calling.
Days when the pain from what people did… still lingers.
Days when the disappointment tries to convince me to pull back, to be guarded, to stop showing up fully.
And if I’m honest… sometimes I want to.
Because it’s hard to pour from a place that once felt broken.
It’s hard to love when you’ve been hurt.
It’s hard to trust when you’ve been disappointed.
But God gently reminds me:
“Your purpose is bigger than your pain.”
And in that moment, I have a choice…
Will I let my flesh lead?
Or will I let my soul follow God?