Diary Of A Would-be Success

Will I keep a 3 days streak?

Well we will see tomorrow.

Really confusing. Heart matters are really strange.

I really don't know what to think.

A lot more.

How last year ended. I feel terrible about a lot of things. I'm running away to a Retreat for a week.

Just some update

I've missed many days, but they have not all been wasted days. I spoke about what I've been up to, what I'm currently doing and what I've learnt recently. I have so many stories to tell you, we will continue tomorrow, hopefully.

For the first time, I wake up feeling worse than I slept. Terrible. My worst emotional state, but I'm holding on quite well. I have to.

Really weird day. I cried for joy because of the future I saw in the morning, then I cried out of heartbreak because I lost the last thing I had.

Finding yourself isn't exactly an easy thing. However, there's nothing I'm doing now that doesn't look like something I've done in the past. That scares me. But, let's go.