happy, free, confused, and lonely at the same time.

don't show this to gordon ramsay

thank you thank you thank you!

yet another everyday rant! let's kick back, relax, and enjoy the sun (while it lasts)! in the meantime shall we talk about about spicy books, internalized misogyny, beauty standards, and social anxiety?

this is a real story about real experiences, real feelings, and real life. or it is just me being a movie nerd diva after i took a hard hit on the head. there is no in between.

this all could've been an email

50 episodes! that is just crazy! i guess i really do be yapping. to celebrate this milestone, i decided to become the most vulnerable you have seen me. i am flipping the switch and telling you about the hardest but most valuable and worthwhile lesson i have come to learn in the last few years - learning to love myself through my loneliness. and while infrastructurally speaking all roads lead to rome, i say all mistakes, and all the pain, and all the fears led me to myself. now let me share a piece of the map that got me here.

BRING BACK ROMCOMS. let me walk you through my lack of inspiration (please send unskippable music recommendations, i desperately need them)! from representation and sitcoms all the way to netflix's business genius and my hoarder tendencies, my love for cameron diaz persists!

i always ask the right questions. i even have questions regarding my questions. some might call me inquisitive, and others - out of my mind.

join me as i reflect on how i am dealing with this new level of loneliness that i unlocked but more importantly - on how i was heavily influenced to burst with the irresistible urge to live and make the most of my short human existence