Diary entry for May 1, 2021. It’s a Saturday, I’ve done laundry, and I am quite depressed.

Diary entry for Friday, April 30, 2021. I talk about our day, my depression and anxiety, and some darker stuff. To balance it out I also tell a bedtime story that I told both boys about the three little pigs.

Diary entry for Thursday, April 29, 2021. We’re all kind of tired and drained today. Riley is having emotional breakdowns. No one is enjoying the lockdown. Parenting during lockdown is no fun, especially with the things on the overhead. Music is magic, magical music. Cloud seeding is alchemy, so is Chinese medicine or you try different supplements. Dear folks in China Chinese medicine is what is referred to as supplements, massage, acupuncture, I would a few others. Here in North America. I realize I could’ve just edited my words there, but I am trying to be authentic in the reviews I have. Also it’s best if we’re open about things, please let me know if there’s another term I can use I hear holistic medicine might be one but I hear so many people who do this call it Chinese medicine practices.

Why I teach you to show respect for the police. A bad MRI. Our daily trip for today. Some thoughts about your futures. Trying not to cry.

Diary entry for Tuesday, April 27, 2021. The unfortunate four-year-olds. Knowing when you’re able to help somebody and how. Saying no to chiropractic services.

Diary entry for Monday, April 26, 2021. Talking with my boys about people with different viewpoints and stubbornness and acceptance.

Diary entry for Sunday, April 25, 2021. MRI today. Riley feeds horses at age 4. Xan does his homework. Making up an adventure for Xan to get him out of the house on his bike. Helps to deal with ADHD. Learning to fight with weapons that are appropriate for urban areas.

Diary entry for Saturday, April 24, 2021.

Trip to Victoria Park in truro, Nova Scotia.

Exercise is good.

Taking care of my mother.

Missing my elderly family members.

Things I did when I was younger such as smoking and how I don’t like them.

Diary entry for today

Still stressed

Haircutting experiences

Haircut agreement for Xan.

No more long-haired hippie child

Diary entry for April 22, 2021

Lockdown

How we started homeschooling

I am totally lost in my thoughts today.