Diary for November 18, 2021. Tired hot this is an awful day. Do not trust mental health. Find somebody you can trust privately.

Journal for Wednesday, November 17, 2021. Called for help again today, they let me talk to somebody in February. Help

Journal for Tuesday, November 16, 2021. Oh dear life, I need help. Sorry Riley we missed soccer today.

Journal for Monday, November 15, 2021. 2:30 AM Riley woke up, actually you were up just before mom and Xan came home too. I am so tired I've got to go to bed good night I'm also very depressed.

Journal for Sunday, November 14, 2021. Definitely not Valentine's Day. Reaching out to add some house tonight for help. And trying to get mom to help out around the house. Basketball today for you Riley, Xan you walked home. Minor meltdown for you Xan when I tried to convince you to clean your room.

Diary for Saturday, November 13 2021. I could not slide stop sleeping today. Too much screen time for you boys

Diary for Friday, November 12, 2021. You guys are out for a hockey game with mom and it's after 10 PM so I'm going to do my diary and go to bed without you coming home.. walking shoe B, learned more and more about my disabilities, seizures. Week tonight not a lot of strength. Looking good though. Need to shower more often. Story ideas, enjoying DND.r

Thursday, November 11, 2021. Remembrance day. Went to shoot the park as a family, you boys did the weird bike thing, met some fun people. Day at home together as a family after that naps, saw Grumpy, watch movies hung out.

Diary for November 10, 2021, Wednesday. Riley's birthday, fifth birthday. Beaver party canceled. Sorry buddy. Xan to the rescue! I had disability meeting, housing meeting. And Riley and I plan to practice basketball in the basement.

Diary for Tuesday, November 9, 2021 the day before Riley's birthday. Mom's butter cream icing is not my favorite. Mom's new buttercream icing is far from my favorite. Xan I do not like the preteen us, but I prefer it to the team as I think. Time will tell. Riley you're a four year old from one more day. Wild and crazy and carefree.