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Really, there is nothing happening. Your mind is trying telling you that there is something happening. My mind is trying to tell me there is something going on. Then our minds work together to validate each other so that we continue to believe there is something going on. But since we know that the mind is not a valid source of wisdom, I would suggest that maybe there is a lot less going on than what your mind is telling you. And that maybe, on this journey, there is actually nothing going on. This can be a useful concept to anchor or awakening reality to, especially when our minds can be so invested in getting us to stew in our drama stories, over and over and over again.
This is a concept that I share with my clients and I encourage you to continue to reflect and remember and remind yourself that there is most likely a whole lot of nothing happening. Which then forces us to get really still, really present, and feel/look at the parts of us that feel/think there is so much going on, instead of following them around the block a hundred times.
We will continue to forget that there is a lot less happening to us than our minds and pain infrastructure want us to believe. Which is why we need to set up our reminders. To remind ourselves of our truths so that we don't get lost in our dream state for too too long. Among many other tools I invite you to use this podcast as part of that system of reminders. Because your egoic mind is determined to make you forget who you really are.
Our whole inner world is a little bit nuts. I believe it is part of the function of being here. We are here to experience the chaos of our nuttiness in order to crawl our way back into order. But we need to get really comfortable sitting quietly with our inner lunatic in order to facilitate the dissolution of that density within. Most people get a little bit squirrelly when they have to sit quietly, and that is because the pain stories inside are doing everything they can to keep you from actually seeing them. I invite you to see it for what it is - another state of avoidance, and another opportunity to creatively bring consciousness into the chaos in your own being.
It is our mind that perceives the world. But the mind is a tool, a projector, of our repressed feelings and core beliefs. It is a projector of our pain. Then maybe, on this journey, our mind is no longer a reliable source. And maybe it is time to get really, really creative in releasing ourselves from the dominion of the mind over my reality.
Our social, political and religious organization is tribal. As they exist today, these systems are held together by pain, because humans are pain and organize around and according to their pain. It is how each one of us manifests our pains of aloneness within the group. It is in these tribal systems that we hold the deep story of Us and Them. The story of separation. It is in these groups where we play out the fear of abandonment. But now, on this journey, it is how we experience the tribe that reveals to us where we are holding the states of aloneness, the states of separation within our own being. The journey of consciousness asks us to bring awareness to where we host the pain infrastructure within.
The pain of separation is yours. The transformation to connectivity is yours. Your route through pain to connectivity is to heal all the parts of yourself that have been left alone. That feel alone. That believe they are alone. You create the state of connection by healing all the states of aloneness that you host within your own being. And all the energy that you release from holding the state of aloneness gets channelled into your journey of expansion.
After 16 years of living with the pain, working with the pain, transmuting the pain, assisting others in transmuting their pain, it took a sudden journey into a deep well to reveal to me the truth of where I am. Some call it hell. I did, for about 5 minutes.
On the journey towards consciousness, I believe we are being asked to look into every crevice, every cranny, behind every closed door, under every rug. To look at all of the hiding places..... that are within you. Your habits of distraction are deeper than you think and your pain is even deeper. We need to roll up our sleeves and get dirty with our own mess, because the number one distraction is looking at everyone else's. And that is the biggest delusion of all. The biggest egoic trap there is. I believe that seeing, really seeing, the ways that we distract, avoid, deny our pain, is an essential component to transforming that pain into love, density into expansion. And this transformation process is the creative process of expansion. It is expanding the dense pain-riddle state of the 3rd Dimension into a higher state of consciousness. But the expansion is not happening out there. The whole thing, the entire story, all the drama, is happening within your own being. And everything out there is to teach you exactly that.
We will continue to forget who we are and the path on which we walk. Which is why we need to set up our reminders. To remind ourselves of our truths so that we don't get lost in our dream state for too, too long. Among many other tools, I invite you to use this podcast as part of that system of reminders. Because your egoic mind is determined to make you forget who you really are.
This podcast is a conceptual framework for a series of video modules. This series provides a deepening of the framework as well as a practical guide to developing your process for assisting you in moving along the journey of bringing in consciousness to heal our 3D trauma. The video modules will start to be published by December 2021.
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