In episode two of Divine Disobedience, I finally get into the “what did I actually do?” behind my year of working with Aphrodite, manifestation, ritual, shadow work, and dating with intention.
After spending five years intentionally single, decentering men, healing from BPD patterns, and rebuilding my relationship with myself, I found myself stepping back into the dating world with one goal: stop repeating the same cycles.
This episode dives into:
🌹 how Aphrodite worship found me
🕯️ the rituals, spells, and shadow work I used throughout 2025
🧠 how dating became a mirror for my healing
💌 the men I encountered and what each of them taught me
✨ the difference between chasing validation and protecting your peace
🔥 and how one final spell led me to someone who actually aligned with me
From love bombers to emotionally unavailable men, anxious attachments to political incompatibility, this episode is less about “manifesting a boyfriend” and more about learning how to receive the kind of love that feels safe, calm, reciprocal, and real.
Witchcraft, in my experience, wasn’t a wishing well. It was a line of communication. And Aphrodite didn’t just send me love, she forced me to confront every version of myself that was standing in the way of it.
This one is chaotic, emotional, deeply personal, occasionally unhinged, and probably the most honest I’ve ever been online.
Welcome back to Divine Disobedience.