..hard maybe the path of this bitch.. "Infinity" goes from Deep House through House in to some trip.. If my memory is correct.. this was kinda 1 yr ago..

..Something like an Life Edition.. 23 Years of history on that one..

 ..darkness.. (..some journal extract.. couple days a go..)

..This is far from being a success full production.. I really had another perspective from November’s 2012.. fuck this.. I’m to distracted.. to hateful.. to revolted.. and to pissed off to work on anything properly.. I wont do this again.. these conditions aren’t what I aspect to be an Harmony of production ambient..

.. It don’t remain much.. I can’t anymore.. I need a break and reconstruction of my plans.. I want peace.. calm.. I want to dedicate myself to this.. but so much coming against me.. I will not hold this for long.. my question remains for how long can I support this situation.. unstable..

.. I need concentration.. I can’t get 1 single minute..

.. I wonder how I still Hold this for the moment..

.. there is nothing coming out more of me.. can’t find my peace.. can’t find me anymore.. can’t see clear.. to much fog.. to much distraction.. to much sensitive.. to everything around me..

.. my conditions are really chaotic.. the only thing remaining is a hope.. a conviction.. keeping me a life like a candle in a windy night..

.. I have fight many battles in my life.. the path as been long and difficult.. the more I progress the harder it gets.. the better it feels.. the stronger I get.

..some Elements around you causing the factor of failure.. a feeling of darkness.. a moment where everything disappear from your vision.. closing my eyes and trying to understand.. desperately looking for an answer.. a solution to.. just do another step in the unknown field.. meticulously as to be a decision in a such crucial moment.. then my next step can make it all fall.. then the perspective change on that factor by the number of opportunities in that gap.. between the step and the decision..

.. I convert this state of mind.. something like.. Opposite converter.. where that allow us to see the positivity in the negativity.. all bullshit because.. without that factor there is no Opportunity.. but.. let me believe that life as to be like this to step forward.. the matter is the risk on the relative step.. the prestige of success..

.. while the “intensity” amplifies this situation.. the more the “how” becomes crucial.. where the faith just witness “why..” - Nelson Branco 2012

..quite expensive way to pay life rights.. but..

..note: this article have been cut.. to fit in standards and protect artist's life.. please see full edition here..

 ..from London to Leamington.. the moral of the story.. is.. cheap talking.. it’s really easy.. look like.. give yourself some sens to your life.. just be yourself mutherfucker..

..play with my good nature.. play with my time.. it’s fine.. but play with my mood.. my source of creativity.. you mutherfucker just don’t wanna know.. get up alive.. I will crush you..

..believe it or not.. my 307 in background.. Condemned is the tag my mutherfucker.. get it.. this is real life.. no better serendipity forged my destiny…

..Journal Extract.. Oct 14th.. day of record..
..the day someone kill you.. is the day they announce you such news.. as bad as inevitable .. life story..

..how much can you do in that gap of time of your life?

..here I come.. this is my last chance.. no one will take it from me.. things You never will understand.. because it come from the need.. the survivor instinct.. is the key of Your self trust..

..I’m just humble enough to to have trust an unbrained mother fucker like you.. again and over again.. reason to follow my path on my own.. if you do what you always do.. you will end up doing the same stuff again and over again.. I end up thanking you..

..I’m settle now here in Leamington .. at 14 Records Studios.. feeling home back to my ghetto.. as things happen for a reason.. and here is my WildCard..

.. there are no other ways.. things end up like they always was.. for some reason.. life story is a funny thing.. maybe a perspective sense of art..

..Time for production..

..it’s time to announce news about the prod tour in UK.. I have write many stuff down.. the best way to follow is listen to some of the Artworks from the [RMX] sector.. I have been searching for some opportunity.. to be able to produce my next Album with more promotion support and collaboration for any future projects around my trips in the different places ICEMOON visit..

the ICEMOON Prod. Tour 2012 will be powered by ICEMOON RECORDS in London..and will continue along with future projects.. .. We Step’in Season 5 | Icemoon with live Edition 301 | Half Death.. soon released on Podcast.. 307 | Condemned as my latest Freestyle Live Production for the 3rd Party Artworks..

..here some annotation for myself.. I do dedicate this part of to my next Production as inspiration point..

.. to be continue..

I can’t stop thinking about this unbelievable night in Greece as the three weeks pasted there.. the environment got my mind.. where ever I look.. I keep Desiring this Beach.. never mind the time.. from sunrise to the moonshine..

.. anyway.. back this artwork here tagged desire for it’s attitude.. mix art and signature of the Baazz Frequency.. hitting you right there.. directly to the heart.. the more you listen.. the more you desire.. the smooth way of the clarity..

.. how many perspectives can we give to a such artwork.. how much can you visualize a desire..

some of my works really fuck around with my mind.. this is ones of them.. nothing else to say.. but many feelings are expressed on it.. enjoy it.. cause that one is fuck’in house music..

..Journal extract from.. 4 weeks a go..

...work for free..

The reason why I became an artist.. Is simply the last thing to try before my self’s murder.. The day I was staring my wall.. Thinking about how the system push you out of it.. Asking and wondering myself.. They even pay you to stay home.. For what all my studies and experiences in life.. If its to end up like a crap.. The last thing was a last drop of hope based on some hobby.. forgotten across the years after an incident… Where I converted my knowledges in hardware engineering…

However, I work for free since 4 years now.. The only ones understanding here.. Are the ones supporting me until the success.. The amount of expenses are definitely out of norm… I do everything I can to get there.. Thank you for these who help me in this path.. for made me understand that I’m born for something better..

For me the last thing to do.. Compiling my own system or die.. Cause this system is way to Fuck’t up.. I have meet many Artists, Managers, Label Owners, Singers, Producers, Composers, Sound Engineers, MC’s, Promoters, Artist Consultant, Designers, Directors an much more.. Many of these have help me understand my place in he market, many of these have allow me a step forward.. But none of them have understand an Artists need.. But everyone keep crying for money.. At the end they cry for credit.. anyway.. The only one working for the real Art here is me.. I’m an artist and I know what it costs me to be simply alive..

After evaluation… All this experience is telling me that I’m able to do.. That I have the infrastructure for it.. I will do it and decline your expensive offers.. I take risks and I risk it all.. But I risk it alone.. So fuck you all.. I invest every fucking cent in survive of my life.. If I would have more.. I would invest in more.. And share it wide with everybody.. I will do this party for the fun of it.. And not for benefits.. It’s for recognition that an Artist fights for.. People hunting for money in this business are just desperate.. I’m sorry for you to make you realize that life isn’t that simple.. "I'm Born in the Underground my Mother Fucker.." Can’t do it but for free.. Don’t ask me for money.. Fuck you.. Watch around you.. This isn’t about You.. This is about the World.. This is about the system.. This is about Survive.. This is the Real Life..

..Where the conviction of an artist comes from..

.."let's get to the point.."  replay.. 263 | FUCK YOU.. [PHENOMENAL OUTRO].. (playlist here) get some Eminem live composition by Icemoon..

..feel like had something still to say about this one..