In this final episode of 2025, I open my heart fully and honestly. This one is raw. It’s tender. It’s prayer. It’s testimony. It’s gratitude. It’s the oil.

We “park here” together - in reflection, in surrender, in remembrance of God’s faithfulness throughout the year. I speak life over you, over your home, over your dreams, and over your 2026. I share pieces of my own journey… the heaviness, the waiting, the ache, the unexpected moments, the beauty, and the glory. I honor my dear friend whose life shaped me deeply. I express gratitude for the year God carried me through. And somewhere in between, the Holy Spirit takes over… in prayer, in tongues, in tears.

This episode is a pour-out.

A closing.

A sealing.

A moment on holy ground.

May you feel the presence that filled the room as I recorded.

May you receive the prayers spoken over you.

And may this final chapter of Season 2 meet you exactly where you are.

Thank you for doing life with God, with me. See you in Season 3.

In this episode of Doing Life With God, The Godcast, Es’ni opens up about the heart behind her upcoming Gathering - The Pour Out.

This is not just an event. It’s a moment of surrender. A moment of honesty. A moment where we allow God to meet us right where we are and pour into the places we’ve kept hidden, overwhelmed, or too busy to tend to.

Es’ni shares what “pouring out” really means, spiritually, emotionally, and practically. From navigating life’s transitions, to hearing God’s gentle nudges, to learning obedience in real time… this episode is a soft landing for anyone who has felt stretched, dry, grateful, overwhelmed, held, or carried by God.

She also shares updates about the Gathering happening on the 28th of November - the shifting, the changes, the open seats - and the way God continues to orchestrate every detail with precision and grace.

If you’ve been feeling God calling you deeper… inviting you closer… or nudging you to pour out what’s on your heart so He can refill you, this episode was created with you in mind.

Let this conversation soften you. Stir you. Strengthen you.

The pour-out starts in the heart. 🤍

There are moments in life where everything shifts, where you can look back and say with confidence, “This is where God met me. This is where He carried me. This is where He became my Ebenezer, my stone of help.”

In this episode of Doing Life with God, The Godcast, I take you into one of the most personal seasons of my journey; a place of exchange. A moment where pain, waiting, and questions collided with God’s undeniable faithfulness, and something beautiful was birthed in return.

I call it my Ebenezer moment.

Not because everything suddenly became perfect, but because I realized that every step of the way, even in silence, even in waiting… God was there, holding me, guiding me, preparing me.

This is not just my story. This is a reminder for you too: if you are in a season of surrender, or if you’re standing in the middle of uncertainty, there is an altar waiting to be built in your life, a moment that will one day become your “thus far, the Lord has helped me.”

Press play, lean in, and allow this conversation to stir your faith. May it remind you that your place of exchange could be closer than you think, and your own Ebenezer moment might already be unfolding.

In this deeply personal and vulnerable episode, I reflect on something the Lord has been revealing to me: that everything I walked through was always for me. The grief. The growth. The silent seasons. The opportunities I once felt unworthy of. Every chapter, even the painful ones — carried a purpose.

I open up about a recent moment where I saw the full circle of God’s hand at work. A divine opportunity came my way, one that seemed too good to be true and yet, I knew: this was mine. Not by chance, not by performance, but by promise. And in that moment, I realized… it was always for me.

Through tears, prayer, and truth-telling, I invite you into a space of honesty. If you’ve ever wrestled with grief, if you’ve ever questioned why things had to happen the way they did, if you’re in a waiting season or stepping into a new one — this episode is for you.

May these words remind you that God’s plans are never wasted. That what felt like a detour was actually direction. That the door you’re walking through now was carved in the quiet.

Thank you for listening. Let’s keep doing life with God — together.

In this tender and honest episode, I reflect on grief, healing, and learning to live without the one soul who truly felt like home. From deep gratitude for a rare, unconditional love — to a longing for new beginnings beyond Johannesburg — “Here and Now” is a personal, spirit-led conversation about trusting God for opportunity, navigating loneliness, and doing life in the aftermath of what “seems” to be loss.

If you’re grieving, growing, or just holding on to hope… this one’s for you. XoXo

Join me on a raw and vulnerable journey as l share my therapy journey for the first time. In this episode, I take you with me as I navigate the complex emotions of grief, starting over, and entering a new chapter of my life. Get ready for an honest and heartfelt conversation about relationships, friendships, and family - the good, the bad, and the messy. I'm stripping away the facade and sharing my true feelings, fears, and hopes. Tune in for a real-time reflection of my emotional journey and let's explore the ups and downs of starting over together.

In this heartfelt episode, I dive into the challenges of staying resilient and the power of trusting God's plan. Get ready for a raw and honest conversation about finding strength in faith.

When life takes an unexpected turn, we must find a way to move forward. In this vulnerable episode, I'm sharing my raw and honest journey of coping with the loss of a beloved friend and finding growth in the midst of grief. Tune in as I share my story, struggles, and insights.

Join me on this special birthday episode as I share 27 gems of wisdom, lessons learned, and heart-felt moments from my journey so far.

From triumphs to setbacks, and from laughter to tears, I'm opening up my heart to share the moments that have shaped me into the person I am today. Get ready for a raw, honest, and inspiring conversation that will leave you feeling uplifted and encouraged.

In this powerful episode, we delve into the timeless parable of the Prodigal Son, exploring its profound lessons on identity, redemption, and the Father's unwavering love. As we unpack the story, we'll discover how it speaks to our own journeys of self-discovery and transformation.

A special note from the host: ‘In this episode, I'm grateful to say that the Holy Spirit literally took over. I'm humbled to have been a vessel, allowing the Spirit to speak through me. Tune in to experience the presence and power of the Holy Spirit for yourself.’