Content Warning: I talk about PTSD and Suicidal Ideation (Please head this CW!)

I'm crashing out. There's way too much on my mind and there have been way too many decisions about my life without any input from me. Now I cannot drive. I have #PTSD and I'm also #Handicap, but now my doctor took away my driver's license.

Then my company decided to move me out of California and I'm not happy about that. I love the people I work with and that's such a change from the past

My head is killing me from falling and no one will give me any pain management. Since I can't drive and I have to take rideshare I can't get to my CT Scan appointment

One thing I didn't put in this video is that I can't eat. I'm forcing myself to eat a sandwich and a peice of fruit