Don’t Die Before 25

ummm i had this done i just forgot to publish it 😀. Anyways I got the chick-fil-a jobs there are some red flags tho.

I define my self too much based on what others think of me. I know I shouldn’t do that cause it’s unhealthy but I’m getting better at escaping the thoughts.

So i’m back technically I never planned to leave or anything kinda just happened 😬 sry.

My parents are old-fashioned to say the least and they don’t think children deserve rights and its draining when I go above and beyond to be a great child but they never think I’m enough and they barley do their job as a parent and think they deserve the world

Big talk for a parent who’s not actually a parent.

I know I’m strong for getting through certain events in my life but I really don’t feel strong. Am I doing something wrong? I have many expectations I always have to meet. I’m given responsibility for things I never asked, but I’m just 17 I just wanna be normal.

Yeah I’ve been gone for like a month but I’m back...for real this time.

I talk about being gay and how I was kinda a trailblazer in making change to get people to accept me in my family and how that changed anyone’s future experience.

I talk about not being taken seriously as a teen in the “real world”, and how toxic masculinity makes it hard to speak out about abuse towards guys.

My job is kinda lame 😒 And I wish I had a more queer friendly space to work.