Being an individual is the most hated most loved most confusing mofo to be in today's society ...

Good news is you came a long way bad news is, bitch this shit is regular. You're not special and the only way you are going to feel any different is if you own the fact no one is doing what you the way you doing it ... even when using a recipe. When that recipe looks like something other than the results you related to, just know it's all in the game of life, living, and lite. 

Mars and Venus in Leo, building inconjuction with Neptune & opposing Saturn both in retro-booming want some more *insert various n-words here*