In the labyrinth of Wonderland, where reality shimmers like a mirage, there lies a Castle of cards - not built on solid ground, but on the shifting sands of perception and expectation.

Welcome, dear listener, the court of the King of Hearts, where love is a game with rules written in invisible ink.

In the depth of a dream, where reality warps like shadows in the candlelight, there lies a domain both familiar and strange.

Who are you?

I am part of everything and everything is part of me!

Freedom.

A word often used, wouldn’t you say?

This episode discusses the construct of freedom and choices. Situations were you feel stuck in your life and don't know what to do next. 

Background: 

Having been confronted with a lot of choices lately I often time heard "you have no kids, no responsibilities - the absolute freedom. You can basically do whatever you want". 

But what if I don't know what I want. All I know that I don't want what I currently have. 

What is freedom really? Is it really depending on your social situation and framework? Is it about money? Or is it more about how many obstacles we define are in our way to get to where we want to be. 

In this episode I am pondering about all those questions, realising that you can't outrun decisions. In fact we have to decide - if we like it or not. 

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“I think you might do something better with the time", she said, "than waste it in asking riddles that have no answers. “ "If you knew time as well as I do", said the Hatter, "you wouldn’t talk about wasting it”. Did you ever find yourself trapped in what fells like, a never ending party and the guest are just impossible to endure. The conversation seems to last a nightmare and it feels like time is only slowly melting away just like Dali’s pocket watch. One enormous droplet, slowly put surely...

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"Who in the world am I?" - Ah, that's the great puzzle!

Trying to find the key, a methodology if you will, which is based on science or at least builds on what we have already discussed scientifically. This episode is a continuation of the last episode "The Secret Door". To me it was important to find something which is similarly promising as the law of attraction but unlike the Dispenza's of this world, I rather don't base my assumptions on lies or wrong scientific interpretation. Bear in mind that no one has found any scientific proof of the LoA yet - and that frustrates me. I do want to believe that life itself has more to offer than what I was told to believe in.  

Picture this: what if you despite all odds do terminate your unfulfilling job and instead of going to work, you go for a walk and thus - like a happy coincident - bumping into your new destiny (a person, lottery ticket, etc.). Only because you followed your "intuition" your dream rather than sticking to what you felt was "right".

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How long is forever? - Sometimes, just one second.

“Only a few find the way, some don’t recognise it when they do - some … don’t ever want to”.

It has been a turbulent ride and the more I get to look around me, the more I feel that I am somehow trapped.

Trapped  in a confinment with no windows, big dark walls reaching so high that it seems impossible for me to climb back out.

Trapped in this situation, I started to think what the sense of this all really is to me. How did I even end up here and who is to blame for this?

Up there people are living a different life it seems. A life I could never really connect with. Maybe that is the reason I ended up down here. Looking for purpose or some sense to all of this...

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“You cannot live your life to please others. The choice must be yours, because when you step out to face that creature, you will step out alone”

Everyone talks about how everything is connected. 

We are part of this big ball of energy which somewhat unpredictable or rather chaotically oscillates around us through one-ness.

Intertwine by this subtle string of wholeness, however we are pretty much one person rather than a synchronised organism which moves in connectivity. We are somewhat detached from others although we are somehow able to “feel” other people, we are in touch with nature, we want to be energies by others and deep down we have this innate longing of belonging to something or someone...

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The best way to explain it, is to do it!

“What do you mean by that”? Said the Caterpillar, steely. “Explain yourself!”

“O I Can’t explain myself, I am afraid, Sir, “ said Alice, “because I am not myself, you see”.

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“In the garden of memory, in the palace of dreams…that is where you and I shall meet”

Ah, those memories! These old places in our heads. What if they are nothing more but an illusion? Does it even matter? 

One once said "I can't go back to yesterday, because I was a different person then". And if we were someone else back then, who are we now if not a fraction of of our recollection and that what we believe to be true. 

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