1ST THINGS FIRST. RUN!
Leave your bf kasi he is only staying with you dahil convenient sa kanya.
Base sa sinasabi mo, I know for a fact na hindi din maganda ang communication niyo. Maari ikaw nasasabi mo mga saloobin mo pero siya hindi siya nagsasabi sayo ng thoughts and actual feelings niya.
Walang "ayaw ka mawala pero di ka kaya mahalin" kasi even friendships, MAHAL MO YUN NGA AYAW MONG MAWALA.
There is no right reason for him to DECIDE and expect you to be a man. Harap harapan ka na niya dinidisrespect and you are letting him.
Maiintindihan ko pa kung nagpapakamartir ka kasi tanggap ka niya as trans, tapos he keeps you for convenience.
Pero yang ginagawa niya sayo is WRONG in any angle. You do not have to even explain yourself. If you decide to ghost him kasi it will be too hard for you to talk to him, it's ok. Sure akong alam niya ang ginagawa niya.
Let him go! Love yourself! Trust yourself in finding that person that will treat you right, love you right and respect WHO YOU ARE! Yung tao na sure sa sarili niya at sure sayo. -YELO MOROU