I promised I would be honest and vulnerable, and holy moly, listening back I feel like I'm being caught on the toilet with my pants round my ankles... Very exposing and scary - but, I promised to Fumble through life with you, with all my highs and lows, and what a journey it has been for my Ego. Had you have asked me five years ago, I was more obsessed with my image than I am with my coffee in the morning. Oh and don't forget about money... I was 100% trying to break the bank or find sugar daddies, because 'money is freedom', so of course that was my daily motivation. And I succeeded! Not with the sugar daddy - but at one point I was earning 3 months salary in 2 weeks. What I didn't realise until a couple years later, it was coming at the expense of mine, and other people's mental health. It didn't feel right anymore. I hadn't realised I was taking advantage, because what I was doing was so normal in the fitness industry, but I couldn't take advantage of people anymore. So here's how I have changed when it comes to posting on social media, why I changed, and why I no longer have 40,000 followers.