I used to think there was something wrong with ME because the idea of working full time for the rest of my life made me want to gouge out my eyeballs.

I thought I had commitment issues.

I would start a job like “i’m gonna make it work this time” - but after the honeymoon phase I was burnt out and dreaming up my escape.

“Maybe I can live without money"

I just couldn't figure it out. Why was I so drained? Why did everything in my body ache? Why was I grinding my teeth every night trying to fall asleep?

Is waking up to an alarm every single morning something I am supposed to enjoy??

it finally clicked.

I WAS NOT LIVING IN ALIGNMENT.

My soul values freedom, creativity, connection, flow, ease & fun… but everyday I was throwing that dream away.

My actions were creating a reality that wasn't even close to the life my heart desired. No wonder I felt so much resistance.

Thankfully, through my business, I CREATED a life where everything lines up. I no longer feel drained, anxious or depressed.

In fact, I have never felt so ALIVE!

I am not confined to an hourly rate or somebody else's expectations of me.

I. create. my. life.

I promote something I fucking love. I am compensated soooo abundantly. I choose my hours. I can show up FULLY as me without having to wear a fake customer service personality.

I GET TO JUST BE ME EVERYDAY. I prioritise motherhood above all else.

And the best part, I get to help other people create this too.

Everything finally makes sense.

Alignment feels soooo fucking good. This is the way we are supposed to live!!!

You will know that you're living in alignment, by the way that it feels.

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the story behind Stevie's name 🌈

moments after I found out I was pregnant there was a rainbow in the sky

the next morning I lay in bed with the new knowledge of the galaxy living in my womb & it poured with rain

the name "Rain" came to me for the first time

it was so comforting to me

throughout my pregnancy I saw so many rainbows

I felt it was a message from my babe, telling me everything would be okay ❤

the name Rain kept coming to me, I felt a deep resonance whenever I thought about it

one day I tried to brainstorm some *boy* names

all of a sudden I received a download

a name was planted in my mind, Stevie

instantly I knew that if my little being was a *girl* that her name was Stevie

I never settled on a *boy* name

I had a few I liked but none of them gave me the feeling that Stevie did 🦋

that should have let me know that baby was a *girl* but I didn't get the hint

one morning I asked for a sign if their middle name should be Rain

and then it poured rain all day long ☔

that was my sign that no matter the sex of my babe, their middle name was Rain

as my pregnancy went on, so many rainbows and storms delivered messages and signs to me

I began to believe my little being was definitely a storm witch

the day before I gave birth the sky was eerily dark and completely grey,

& there was the most vibrant rainbow I've ever seen! 🌈

Stevie and I had communicated that the the next day would be her birthday & this was confirmation

the next morning I was labouring at home & my dad sent me a photo of the giant rainbow in the sky

so hours later when I met my angel for the first time, I spoke to her the name Stevie Rain ☔🌈

I know in my heart that Stevie picked her own name

I feel so full of love when I reflect on how deeply connected we have always been and our clear communication when we were one being 🦋

I would love to hear if anyone shares a similar experience! or a special baby name story!

how did you choose your little ones names?

let's connect!

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My womb is awakening

From a warm hibernation

I can feel her in my awareness

I rub my belly with feminine oils

Inhaling the scent of the feminine

The return of sensation

The return of fertility

The blood will soon be here

A couple steps forward and a few steps back

Like a newborn crowning

In-between worlds

16 moons past the birth portal

And as the seasons shift I can feel her again

Reminding me of her rite

A ritual that seems far away

Yet the wisdom is in our bones

Just like a recipe your hands remember

Or lyrics that flow off your tongue

The blood is returning, I can feel her calling

I meet her deep within and she is asking me

Are you ready to meet me again?

let's connect!

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thank you for being here and sharing this space with me.

it is so deeply healing for me to share so openly about this experience that totally transformed my life.

i pray that this reaches the people who need to hear it.

if you want to go deeper, get in touch.

ig: earthyymama

website: flowstatefrequencies.com

email: [email protected]

all my love xxx

welcome to the first episode of the earthy mama podcast!

i'm so grateful to share this time and space with you here.

if you'd like to connect deeper, feel free to hit me up!

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xxx