In this raw and vulnerable audio diary, the speaker addresses their long-distance partner, "Starlight Angel," reflecting on the anxieties and jealousies that stem from being apart. Confronting the scars of past relationship trauma, the speaker realizes they have been using their devotion as an excuse to pause their own life. This entry marks a turning point: a frightening but necessary commitment to personal growth, taking on a new job, and building a local support system, all driven by a profound, destiny-bound love and the ultimate goal of finally bridging the physical distance between them.