https://3speak.tv/watch?v=elianaicgomes/swcygtzg

Hiya!

I pushed myself to do this and it felt good!

I am catching you up with the changes in the last few weeks about my future at the Spa!

Overall, I'll keep myself as a hotel employee, with a permanent contract and all but with new management! Many changes were made, which was predictable, but I guess I got overwhelmed with it!

Forgot to say the closing time is lunch time for 2 hours, which can be a peaceful time at the spa, but we the Spa also manage the door for the wet area (jacuzzis, sauna, steam room). But with the anonymous complaint, one of my co-workers reached an agreement with the spa managers and I ended up doing the same, so we only have 1-hour lunch like always and we stay at the reception at their second lunch hour...I was actually open to the 2-hour lunch time but they asked me not to do it...sooo I keep the same shift as always..at least that didn't change lol

But as an anxious overthinker all of this messed up my head lol

I'll be strong keep my cool and go with the flow!

There are good things with this: we are not alone anymore with more therapists coming in, I have my days off as Sunday and Monday, one day for David and one for myself!

Ah I remembered one bad thing: I won't be doing reception work anymore with them around so I cannot thread or do other online stuff on the spa PC anymore ahahah there is always the phone but I try to keep it in my pocket as much possible when I am near them for now lol

Second bad thing: not only losing the same day off as my husband, but also Thursdays were my nutritionist appointments, which I don't wanna lose but I'll manage, I hope! I won't lose my weight-loss track either!

Do you see why I'm anxious? And eventually stressed lolol so many things!!

I'll be strong!

Enjoy the video!

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=elianaicgomes/ijuppcbv

Hiya!

My guilty pleasure recently has been creating Reels on Instagram where I react to song compilations to see if I know the song or not.

As soon as I see a Reel about music I turn it off right away and start the Reel so the reaction can be as raw as possible lol

In the past year I started a "career" as a lipsynker. I still do those and save them as a highlight on my Instagram profile. Some I posted here in the past like my Linkin Park compilation, my favourite band of all time.

I will eventually compile the other stories into one video one day if you would like to see that crazy side as a lipsynker lol

In the meantime, enjoy the Reels crazyness!

https://3speak.tv/watch?v=elianaicgomes/ytdefkpmnn
Hiya!

The feeling of uncertainty sill remains but as long as I keep my permanent contract and keep working at the spa, there is still hope!

No matter who's in charge or how things might work for now on, as long as I can heal people with my hands, that's all that matters!

But the sense of stability is something that I didn't have for a long time as a freelancer and I kind of don't wanna go back to those times..

Fingers crossed!