Sponsored by first emotional breakdown this year, yesterday. A one hour long episode with a trip down the memory lane and reflections as you go through this episode. Feel ko ito yung pinakavulnerable kong episode yet. Also, please please if you are my personal friend please pay it forward the kindness you show me and I show you. Let's spread kindness like a confetti ika nga nila. Sabi nga ng isang famous philosopher na itago natin sa pangalang Catriona Gray, "You are never rejected, only redirected.". That's the theme for this episode na hiningal ako chariz. 

Streaks!!!!! Learn how I literally am keeping myself busy at home while I am Funemployed, palamunin ako recently but with a purpose and less stressed compared before. From Candy Crush to Gforest to Reading and my new found love again with Duolingo. If you will ask me how I am all I can say is: Ca va bien! Listen in with extra content sa ending chariz. A bientot! 

Hi mga beh! Emmeeeeeeee! Spur of the moment episode and as I talk about why I love the color yellow, tingnan niyo yung cover art netong season 3 ko. AHAHAHAHHA This proves I can monologue about things about myself, yes me myself and I episode ito AHAHAHHA ulet. And I feel happy to share this with all of you like for real, sa mga nagtatanong kung bakit ba ako mahilig sa kulay dilaw ayan makinig kayo! So I hope after this ep, enlightened na kayo pls AHAHAHHA See you next ep! Sana may spur of the moments pa rin na episodes like this and feel ko mas maganda magkuwento pag ganto ano. 

Filler episode! Wala lang bored lang ako and feel ko kasipagan naman tong dumapo sa akin why I recorded this. If you want to learn more about why I got in to this sector, listen up to the end. Parang awa na. Flop era ko ata. AHHAHAHAHA charot 

Diba dapat maguupdate ako ng buhay ko after the elex based on my previous ep? Ayan na okay na yan na yun. AHAHAHAHAHA Well if you want to listen about all how I felt, eh try to finish this whole episode mem! Better yet, try niyo na rin ako kamustahin as a stressed independent girl about life. Ika nga nila'y if life gave you lemons, gawa ka na lang ng lemonade and yung buto magpatubo ka na lang ng lemon tree. Chareng. In this episode you'll learn about my post election 2022 feels, my NCR+ travels, the was supposed to be feelings, and my resignation. Yes, this is it, I'm really on to a new chapter and I know na kaya naman to. So stay tuned! 

TADA!!!! Back to back episode yarn???? Anyways, dapat reflections to pero it turned out to be rants on how difficult it is campaigning here in a regionalistic North na some says Diasporic North na daw dahil sa ilocano settlers. Well, 44 days before election day, judgment day, or a holiday eme. I promise to dump updates here (*fingers crossed*) up until Election Day itself. Mahirap pala magkampanya and mas triple ang hirap neto kung alam mong default na lahat eh ayaw sa kulay mong maminkmink. Wanna know more about my rants, listen to this episode... and anticipate coming eps, too. 

Dear God, If you're here God, make the fire disappear when they stare God. Take away my fear when they interfere God. Do you fear God? 'Cause I fear God and in my backyard, that's a deer, God. - Nicki Minaj, Girl on Fire Inferno Remix. Bilang eldest asian daughter in our household of three, only na nga eldest pa eh bakit ba? Ba't parang kasalanan ko? Charot. All of our sentiments as eldest asian daughters cannot be encapsulated with one episode! Nafeel mo na ba maging plastic bag drifting to the wind wanting to start again? CHAROT AGAIN. Anyways, fave episode so far in this season kasi grabe felt like I was saying Hi to myself right after coz grabe, hirap maging panganay at magisang babaeng anak. I do not have to look up to other women because they inspire me, I look up to them coz I am them. Listen now to this ep kasi malalaman mo ang rants ko and its all rooted in poverty. Makakaahon rin, aangat rin. Joining me today is my dearest friend, the queen of molbio herself, Amy Cabuloy!