The reason why my own grandmother doesn’t know the true meaning of boundaries because she never set boundaries with her own daughter and they had a lot of term boiling over the years from the beginning since I was brought into this world that where they became rivals the day I was born that where it all happen she tried to make it seem like it was their first time falling out or they wasn’t in a good space as of right now no wrong ! It started back way back before I started going to middle school and high school it was around those times when I was a teenager.

It was my fault I’ll take ownership into believing all that stuff she was telling me I was living this delusional world this fantasy thinking she was going to promise me all these things and told me she love me and would never do anything to hurt me when it all turned out to be a lie. 

Lesson learned people can really use this video as a lesson I want to let everybody know out there that you are not alone. Remember being a golden child is not an badge of honor where you wear it every where you go like it a trophy you won in Olympic Games it not that at all because being a golden child like I was and dealing with upcoming battle of PTSD and trauma and abuse and depression, and suicidal is not no joke for me. You should take this seriously and a lesson learned 

I want to make this one thing clear just because you gave me me money or spend money on me on trips and doing all these things that you done it doesn’t take away the fact that your character and you as a person didn’t stand out you being an amazing individual that an understatement just because you showered me with gifts yeah that called transactional it a way to have sense of power of control just because if I ended up coming at you wrong you will bring up about what you did for me and my brother Bryant. It all about control at the end of the day 

I was cursed as I was being possessive as an demon my eyes started turning red where I would end up doing bad horrible things especially towards my brother Bryant that how bad it had gotten for me where the police showed up where they was going to charge me for two counts for aggravated assault and battery if I ended up doing it again so I almost went to jail for it when my brother and I was living in our apartment at the time in west orange where my grandmother said something to me that got me upset and I was on demon 😈 time and it almost cost me to lose everything behind my actions all because I was listening to somebody who I thought that had the best interest at heart for me I guess I was wrong 😑 

It’s cost me a lot being the perfect child especially losing out on alot of opportunities that I had at the time by putting my future and everything els on hold because she wants to be pleased by craving for attention and validation from me. If I stop giving it to her she will find a way to hurt me by putting me on the internet which it is Facebook and go to her friends by creating this victim mentality narrative that I am mistreating her or treating her badly 

I didn’t choose to become that I was kind of made into being one because my narcissistic grandmother made me become that way where she said I was her so called “special child” that how I was being praise all the time by her so that what made me become the “the golden child “ that she looked at me like I can do no wrong. 

To my Audience I’m Giving you the rundown on everything that happen in my dark past Which living through these nightmares isn’t no joke my situation is no joke it based on true story I have no reason to lie about what I saw and what I witnessed what they were doing these are all factual. I don’t need to do this for revenge I’m just speaking the truth on the Family drama and the toxic environment that I was in at the time. 

I’m taking the high road and moving on would be the best thing for me to do I can’t worry about why it happen and what o could of done different in my past because that part of me is buried and this is a healing process for me that I am in which I am on a healing journey right now so I wish them nothing but the best I’m letting god handle it from here

My grandmother is using my story and my brother Bryant story plagiarize our life stories and the struggles we been through growing up was rough and not easy we didn’t come from a loving home it was a nightmare living with my mother at the time my grandmother knew everything that happen so what she does is she had my story to try to act like she went through hardships that I did when she was grow up in a house in St. Louis with a mother and father had a easy going life was spoiled by your grandmother and your mother you didn’t grow up poor and homeless like me where the streets raise me you didn’t get abuse or face money problems or face challenges in life growing dealing with suicidal tendencies and Violence tendencies and mental health problems as being the golden child my mother lost custody with two boys had which she no longer have that in her care anymore because of the irresponsible she was by not living up to her expectations or means and I didn’t come from a loving home i grew up in a toxic environment dealing with men around she had were drug dealers and ex convict men in and out of the house. My mother was robbed by the men she was laid up with he stole everything in the house including the laptop and my psp and her credit cards information was used as well too her money was stolen too.