In this episode, I break down three types of businesses: “We need you,” “We might need you,” and “We might want you.” We’ll talk about why creative work like writing or podcasting carries high upside but high risk—and what that means if you’re building something alongside a 9-to-5. Should you go all in, stay safe, or monetize practical skills first? This is an honest reflection on balancing big dreams with economic reality.

What it’s like to want to learn a language so badly that you kind of miss out on your own culture, trends and the things that are going on in your country?

And also, after years and years of learning the language you still don’t know the it as well as you’d like to.

This is a story about how English has influenced nearly every aspect of my life—and how it still does.

There’s a quote from a film released almost 20 years ago. I was a teenager when I first watched Vicky Cristina Barcelona.

One of the characters says:
“I don’t know what I want. I only know what I don’t want.”

And later another one says:
“Chronic dissatisfaction—that’s what you have. Chronic dissatisfaction.”

If that sounds uncomfortably familiar, this episode is for you.

How am I trying to fit in? Why does listening to yourself talk hit differently? And what about those guests?

Be my guest

https://www.monikawawrzyniak.com/wed-love-to-hear-your-story/

My take on English words like rarely, humbling, and gravitate. How YouTube titles scream at us, how I used AI to come up with a horror story, and why my job still won’t be stolen by AI.

What do I do in winter? Adult reflections. What's gonna change about the podcast and what stays the same. The impostor syndrome and more...

Works quoted in this episode:

"The Actor’s Life - A survival Guide" by Jenna Fisher

"Gossip" by Måneskin

“What is imposter syndrome and how to combat it" TEDed video

How are audiobooks made? What movies did I watch at the end of 2025? And what my New Year's resolutions are.

This is part two of a two-part series. I read the book, and now I can say what I think about it. Also 2025 has almost come to an end, so Happy New Year!

Read and listen to my new short story "The Wedding Gift"

Audiobook available here

https://youtu.be/mHsYnX87V5M?si=N4CqA6Ph51p9F0sr

Ebook available here

https://www.monikawawrzyniak.com/books/

This is part one of a two-part series. Today I'm going to read the first book I managed to write "Stop Feeling Guilty about Watching TV". The second episode is going to be me talking about what I liked and didn't like about this book.

Today I watched an episode of a TV Show called "Behind her eyes" and I wanted to talk about a few phrases: That's rich coming from you, I don't know how you put up with me, and I'd walk through fire for you.