Where I was 6 years ago, is like when Chris Farley says in the movie Tommy Boy, “Forget it, I quit, I can't do this anymore, man. My head's about to explode. My whole life sucks. I don't know where I'm going, what I'm doing. My dad just died, we just killed Bambi, I'm out here getting my ass kicked and every time I drive down the road I wanna jerk the wheel INTO A GODDAMNED BRIDGE EMBANKMENT.” Lol, as awful as it sounds, I was in a bad place. I was miserable, exhausted and incredibly unhappy with what I was doing and it was a struggle just to drive to work each day.