I am alot like you.  We are both a child of Jesus and Mary most holy.  Trying to find our way back to Christ through his holy Mother Mary.  We call upon their intercession in times of joy and in times of sorrow, in times of searching, deeply searching what our hearts and minds desire most at this very moment.  I desire to be in Christ.  His company,  and every day is a new day to get things right within me so that when I die and he comes for me I will be good enough to keep.

This journey with the Holy Spirit is not an easy one.  It is one that tries and tests the metal deep within a human spirit.  There will be much tribulation, there will be great growth, and in the end my hope my prayer is to be forever in the loving presence of almighty God.  When one lives long enough, and takes time for deep reflection the outcome is amazing because what my mind may have forgotten along the way of years and tears my journals have kept under a lock and key.  

Reflecting upon the past, for me was a deep very deep cleansing of my soul.  My soul and body were very sick, sick from my poor decisions.  Praise be to God, she has died, and a new woman has sprung up from the soil enriched with Gods love.  We learn we are dust, and from dust we shall return to our Lord.  We are NOTHING!  Christ and Holy Mother Mary have taught me I am everything in her and in her son!  And I believe it.  I am the newness of an early dawn living in the light that is Christ Jesus.  Reborn, again, thanks be to God!  Reborn in the sense of knowing who I am, and having a purpose driven life that is real, and not some made up fantasy.  I am real in Christ, He is real in me, and I am more alive than dead because he saved my soul some four decades ago.  

I believe that who ever is reading this, and who ever is listening in on this podcast they are ready to be saved in spirit, in soul, in body, in mind.  We cannot save ourself without ourself.  We have to rise up to the ocassion and call on God from the depth of our being and beg for forgiveness.  Why?  Because we are not who we think we really are.  Our sins have been our mask.  Our lies have laid down the framework of a life that isn't a real life at all.  The quality of life which we all desire and deserve is truly a life when we share it with God.  

He enters into us, and we enter into Him, and the transformation process begins!  It is delayed if we choose other Gods, and the process becomes to painful to look at and our desire to fix it becomes less.  Today we can look toward the light, the bright burning embers of Christ to burn out completly the darkness that has entered into our very being.  We do not have to be a darkened people filled with filth and sin and gluttany and sloth, no we can become a brightend enlightened people of Jesus Christ.  May I inspire you today to live a new life a new beginning trusting in our Lord to help you in your predicament?  May I encourage you to pray the rosary, and deeply reflect upon Christ and his teachings.  Lastly, may I pray for you everyday and include you in my daily intentions at every single mass I attend as a daily communicant?  Because God loves you, wants more for you, than the life you are now living!  Your yes today will reach the hearts of Jesus and Mary.  And I will do my part because of love.  The love that was placed inside of my heart while still living in my mothers womb, the love that is perfected in water, holy water, that now breathes in the air, and lives on the land, with one purpose in mind...  Having souls return to Christ through purification, absolution, and knowing they are forgiven.  Are you ready to begin again, in Christ Jesus?