Wanting your life to be different isn't enough. You have to FEEL it. Its so important to be aware of your current state so that you can make the choice to change your path. Once you're aware, you need to take the actionable steps towards change. Sometimes we require help reaching this moment of clarity and we may even require added help to get started. Awareness is your first step. What you decide to do with that level of awareness is up to you. 

I hope that you can take that awareness, become vulnerable in your current state and take the necessary actionable steps towards making those changes and reaching your goals. 

Grab a pen and a piece of paper ya'll because you might want to take some notes today :)

Cheers!