You may or may not want to listen to this episode today.  It was a hard one for me to record and it contains material about the harassment I've had to endure for 2 years now...

How I've internalized his fixation.  How I stay quiet hoping I don't trigger him more.  And how I have and currently thinking about pulling all my material off the internet so he can't see or find me.  

This is what I go through day in and day out to continue to connect with people.  Every time I post something on the internet, I hope he doesn't see it but he ultimately finds it.  Anyway, listen at your own risk.  This is not a feel good episode but it's an important struggle in my journey and I feel the need to post it.