The Magical Story of Us

EP 3 - The Magical Journey Overview (Part 3)


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In this next chapter of our Magical Journey overview, we step into one of the most pivotal and transformational seasons of our lives: the moment we truly chose into each other and into the unknown. This episode captures the intensity of reclaiming our sovereignty, both individually and in partnership, and the radical shifts that followed as we let go of everything we thought we needed to hold on to.

We talk about how fear showed up at every single threshold—from drinking wine for the first time as ex-Mormons, to healing sexual trauma, to opening to sovereign choices in sex, travel, and motherhood. Carolee shares how terrifying it was to confront her programming: “I thought if I touched my erotic energy, I would lose my soul.” And yet, walking into those fears became the key to our liberation.

This episode dives into our blood moon union ceremony, the sacred magic that exploded from it, and the wild unfolding that followed—including joining ISTA (International School of Temple Arts), selling our home without a plan, and preparing to move our family across the world. “We cut off the vortex of everything behind us—our faith, our infidelity, our roles—and we kissed in candlelight to seal our new life.”

We talk honestly about redefining what sacred union looks like, and how the desire to explore and be free doesn’t have to mean disconnection—it can mean deeper commitment. We broke down the old marriage, burned the certificate, and made way for a true, sovereign love.

It all culminates in a powerful decision: sell everything, buy one-way tickets to Bali, and trust the unknown to catch us.

Other things we talked about:

  • Facing fear and judgment at every step of awakening
  • How Mormon teachings around Satan shaped our spiritual fear
  • Patriarchal blessings and fear-based programming
  • Alcohol, cannabis, and mushrooms as healing tools
  • Energetic rituals and our lunar eclipse ceremony
  • The shadow of embodiment: “Women who are embodied are white trash”
  • Meeting our Soul Tribe at ISTA
  • Redefining sovereignty in partnership and motherhood
  • Divination and the messages that helped guide our leap
  • Selling our home and belongings without knowing where we’d land
  • Helpers on our journey that we mention:

    @oath.oracle - Our astrologer whom we met in Egypt
    @cosmicsagery/@shiftyrunes - Our psychic friends that helped us many times through our journey

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    Key Highlights

    [00:00] Recap of part two and where the journey left off

    [03:20] Carolee on sovereignty and fear of spiritual loss
    [07:06] Alcohol as early “therapy” and the fear of damnation
    [10:29] Patriarchal conditioning and the fear of embodiment
    [15:30] Britton’s unraveling of Satan, ego, and duality
    [24:02] Ego death and energetic purification
    [29:00] Our blood moon re-union ceremony and fresh start
    [33:00] Astrological chaos and unexpected transformation
    [36:14] Discovering ISTA and stepping into sexual re-education
    [41:39] Carolee’s breakthrough: letting go of judgment toward embodied women
    [47:17] Naming and rewriting limiting beliefs around erotic energy
    [52:15] Finally feeling seen by Soul Tribe and safe in community
    [55:16] Getting rejected back home and realizing we needed to leave
    [57:14] Divination confirms it’s time to move—without knowing where
    [1:04:10] A buyer appears after magical land ritual and buys everything
    [1:05:38] Driving off into the unknown, headed toward Bali

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    The Magical Story of UsBy Britton & Carolee Beckham