Ambivalent (adj)

矛盾, 模棱兩可的

Having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.

例句

I feel ambivalent about the weather in Taiwan. I like how it is mostly warm but I really miss layering. 

She has an ambivalent attitude to running in the morning. It is always challenging to get out of the bed when it is still dark out but she always feels good afterward. 

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Girl, Interrupted (0:50 - 1:37)