On this week’s episode, I dive into what has been truly heavy in my heart. Have you ever taken a moment to look at your life and thought to yourself “God, Why me?” I feel that we can so quickly fall into this self pity, self loathing almost sometimes about a current or even past situation. A time where we thought surely God isn’t listening to me right now. But what happens when we stay there? Where we stay in this victim mentality and idolize the NEED for some peace yet are the ones to single handled sabotage it? Take a listen as I talk about my latest conviction. Do I truly love and are addicted to feeling shame more than I love Jesus?