Welcome to Ep. 1021 — Rubbish! 

You’ve been doing all the right things.  Showing up.  Staying faithful.  Building something for God.  And underneath all of it, there’s a quiet accounting that never quite closes.  A low-grade pressure that sometimes feels less like calling and more like unbelief.  You don’t feel like a failure.  You feel like a project - the proverbial “work in progress”.  And the project is exhausting. 

What if the very things we are most proud of - the faithfulness, the track record, the righteous-looking and dutiful version of ourselves - what’s exhausting?  Actually an obstacle?  And if so, what do we do?  The answer might not be what you’ve been taught.