As of today (when this Episode airs), my kitchen remodel begins. This has been a long time coming, something that I have been wanting to do since we first bought this house almost 8 years ago. As exciting as this time is, it’s also very Anxiety inducing for me. I’m scared I won’t like it, I’m scared of how long it’ll take, what are we going to eat while we don’t have a kitchen, how am I suppose to entertain my children in the bedrooms. I also feel that I have extremely high hopes, hoping that this will help me deal a bit better with my Social Anxiety, having a place that I feel comfortable entertaining guests (something that I have been praying about.) Take a listen as I process through my head that this day has finally come and what is running through my mind before the kitchen renovation.