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 RIGHT AT THE GATES OF HELLHADES PART 39 SRA CHOSEN ONES AND THE END GAME PREEMPTOR NEWS INTRO SUM UP Suicide of the Mind Jan 22nd, 2009 Blood IS My veins are the syringe. The knife slices, the syringe pushes. Blood dots, drips. Emotion-filled bubbles and rivulets that bleed out the pain, a freeing, induced euphoria of relief of one single emotion... pain. Physical pain. It is all there is. The blackness, the fear, and the despair. It all fades away into nothing. Tears dry on my cheeks, my breath slows, my heartbeat slows and I lean my head back, greedily letting the stinging pain from each slice in my skin wash away all of what was before they were carved. I’m thinking about death. Not in the abstract, but in the now. I want it to end. I want to end. The long stretch of living and breathing and surviving is over. All those days when I did not think of dying are forgotten. Right now, I desperately want to die, to find the peace that eludes me, to quell the fear that has lurked in the back of my mind and found the door to push through and swamp every recess, every dark corner until it is all there is. Rivers, Avah. The Shadows That Hide Me: Living with Dissociative Identity Disorder (pp. 71-72). Kindle Edition. English theologian George Hawkins Pember, in his 1876 masterpiece, Earth’s Earliest Ages, analyzed the prophecy of Jesus Christ that says the end times would be a repeat of “the days of Noah.” Pember outlined the seven great causes of the antediluvian destruction and documented their developmental beginnings in his lifetime. The seventh and most fearful sign, Pember wrote, would be the return of the spirits of Nephilim, “the appearance upon earth of beings from the Principality of the Air, and their unlawful intercourse with the human race.” Jesus Himself, in answering His disciples concerning the signs of His coming and of the end of the world, said it would be “as the days of Noah were” (Matthew 24:37). The implication is, just as it was before the Flood when the spirits of Nephilim were powerful upon earth (Genesis 6:4), mankind would experience an end-times renaissance of the influence of these entities. From Scripture we are made to understand that the purpose of this latter-day wave of supernaturalism includes deception (2 Timothy 3:13), and the effect upon mankind would be so successful that heresy and delusion would become firmly entrenched—even within institutionalized Christianity. In writing of this scenario, 94 From THE LIVE RAGGED EDGE RADIO BROADCAST/SHATTER LIVE TV WEBINAR RUSS DIZDAR © Paul prophesied to Timothy that “in the latter times, some shall depart from the faith, giving heed to seducing spirits, and doctrines of devils” (1 Timothy 4:1). Based on contemporary developments, the foretold increase in demonism and its influence within secular and religious society is rapidly unfolding in this century—abruptly, dramatically, and suspiciously. Biblical scholar Gary Stearman agrees, stating in disturbing language how the manifestation of these powers is quickening now because the world is under conditions “in which the influence of God’s Holy Spirit is diminishing.”[71] This is apparent not only in metaphysics, but within science and technology, where genetic engineering and transhumanist aspirations seem literally hellbent on repeating what the Watchers did in giving birth to the spirits of Nephilim as in the days of Noah. Horn, Thomas R. ; James, Terry. Antichrist and the Final Solution: The Chronology of the future Finally revealed (p. 179). Kindle Edition. 1. THE REALITY • They are here • They are here even it you don’t know or want to know • Their existence connects to the deepest evil and prophetic reality 

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