Does it ever seem impossible to feel joy in the middle of complete chaos?  It might seem like a stretch to even try to imagine it.  Last week, school started... COVID style.  Three of my kids are doing distance learning from home and the other two are being homeschooled.  So, you could say that things have been a little chaotic.  Add some strong personalities to the mix and joy seemed completely out of reach.  Listen in as I get honest about being a hot mess in the beginning of it all and how I turned it around to feel joy.  If I can do this, so can you!