The world expert in my lung disease practices (interstitial lung disease caused by Antisynthetase Syndrome) at UW Medical Center.

I travel quarterly have testing and attend appointments with him.

When I try to downplay the significance of my illnesses, my wife reminds me that few folks are required to see this level of specialist with this degree of frequency.

Several years ago, I was told my diagnosis was terminal and I wasn't going to survive the next three years. Given these factors, it's difficult not to dread, or brace myself for bad news at these visits. And yet, no amount of bracing will change the outcome or enhance my quality of life.