This episode is what happens when you don't give up when you have that relationship with your self that can have the most empowering conversation with your self where you can figure anything out. you have that trust with in you're self that deep knowing that I'm going to do what it takes to get to where I want to be their is no excuse because the result of excuse to me is an empty feeling inside my soul and we all know it doesn't get much worse than that... constantly thinking of what could be and not feeling like we could ever achieve it or be enough to achieve it.. this was me before I knew what it was to have a relationship with my self, stopped allowing the bullshit story's to run over and over in my head this is what happens when you learn what it really is to love your self.