(Podcaster's note: The second part of the Cutter incident episode is forthcoming; I'm just trying to get it juuuuuust right. :))

November 7th, 2018, was just supposed to be another fun night of drinking and line dancing at the Borderline Bar and Grill in Thousand Oaks, CA. But at 11:18 PM, all of that ended in an instant.

Videos:

• TikTok: shannon_mcgee visiting the site 1.5 years later

• TikTok: Official account of @borderlinebar

• RAW VIDEO: Thousand Oaks gunman seen shooting inside Borderline Bar & Grill | ABC7

• Thousand Oaks shooting survivor: "My friend killed my other friends"

• Co-Owner Of Borderline Bar And Grill Accused Of Embezzling $43K

• Ventura County DA Releases New Video Of Borderline Bar Shooting

• Columbine Survivor Survives Virginia Tech

Articles and books:

• Must Reads: Friends took this photo at their favorite bar in Thousand Oaks. Minutes later, the shooting started

• CHP officer's bullet killed sheriff's deputy who responded to Thousand Oaks bar shooting

• Authorities Describe 'Confusion And Chaos' At Borderline Bar Shooting In California

• What Thousand Oaks shooting suspect posted to social media during massacre

• Here Are the Victims of the Thousand Oaks Shooting

• First Responder Was Killed in Restaurant Mass Shooting at Same Place Where He Proposed to His Wife

• Borderline shooting hero Matt Wennerstrom honored at Thousand Oaks memorial after motorcycle crash

• The Americans who have lived through multiple mass shootings