This episode speaks about reconnecting with the Lifeforce within us through inner listening and listening to our Deepest Desires. Trigger Warning: there is mention of suicidal ideation in that the root of some suicidal experiences is suppression of this lifeforce due to societal pressure. Details or dangerous situations are not discussed, it is philosophical and a small part of the episode. This is here if you need it.

I discuss the experiences I've had in my inner world with going inside, experiencing the pain of self suppression, and trading it for the intrinsic pain of experiencing life. To suppress the Self is a slow march toward Death, to listen and activate the Self through life experience is to feed your Aliveness which in turn feeds you. Pain and Pleasure are a guarantee, and are inseparable, only one option leaves you more Alive and strings your Aliveness along within you one bead of experience at a time.