What's up with the blood clots?

What does this mean for my ongoing treatment?

Discovering that tears were not an indicator of sadness.

I'm angry.

I'm clear about the complexities of putting me on a drug that hasn't yet specified a rheumatological dose, but I have found resources to help mitigate this difficulty.

These illnesses limit my available time and energy, to be spending my time and energy on this shit seems like such a waste!

So, I'm armouring up and getting ready to go fight with my doctor about the things that I need since he doesn't seem to be prioritising those.