Feeling my rage.

Chemo treatments keep me alive.

The way to fight autoimmune disease is to suppress my immune system, a primary way I do this is with infusing meds.

I've recently learned that NONE of the full-time staff in my (all-autoimmune) infusion clinic, are vaccinated.

I have 17% of my lung function. I would not survive COVID.

We are a medically fragile population.

It feels like I'm having to decide between a life-saving medication and potentially rising my life in order to receive it.

I'm feeling sad and despondent. No option before me feels like a good option.

Any suggestions?