I don't feel like celebrating Ramadan the same way as I did in the past. Acknowledging my privilege as I watch a literal genocide happen through my screen and knowing that the oppressed are still choosing to fast puts me to shame. 

On one hand I feel the guilt of my privilege, and on the other I feel extreme gratitude for it, like I'm a pendulum swinging from side to side. 

Intro music from https://pixabay.com/music/beats-sexy-fashion-beats-simulate-11176/