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I wasn’t chasing a high—I was running from pain.
Addiction didn’t destroy me. What nearly did was everything I was too scared to face.
🎯 In this episode, we dive into:
How emotional pain, not substances, creates addiction
The dangerous progression from numbing to dependency
What I was really running from all those years
The cycle of self-sabotage and eroding self-worth
Why escaping reality feels easier than healing—but never is
The suicidal moments that became divine interruptions
The truth about how addiction weaves itself into your identity
If you’re stuck in a cycle of distraction, addiction, or numbing—this episode is for you.
Not to shame you. To show you it’s possible to break free.
👉 Start rewriting your family’s story: https://www.resolvcollective.com
(Join the Collective and take the next step)
📲 For daily growth & mindset tools: https://www.instagram.com/jtread
🎥 Watch more episodes & insight on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@jtread
🔥 Drop a comment if this helped you see something in a new light.
By Jonathan TreadwayI wasn’t chasing a high—I was running from pain.
Addiction didn’t destroy me. What nearly did was everything I was too scared to face.
🎯 In this episode, we dive into:
How emotional pain, not substances, creates addiction
The dangerous progression from numbing to dependency
What I was really running from all those years
The cycle of self-sabotage and eroding self-worth
Why escaping reality feels easier than healing—but never is
The suicidal moments that became divine interruptions
The truth about how addiction weaves itself into your identity
If you’re stuck in a cycle of distraction, addiction, or numbing—this episode is for you.
Not to shame you. To show you it’s possible to break free.
👉 Start rewriting your family’s story: https://www.resolvcollective.com
(Join the Collective and take the next step)
📲 For daily growth & mindset tools: https://www.instagram.com/jtread
🎥 Watch more episodes & insight on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/@jtread
🔥 Drop a comment if this helped you see something in a new light.