Getting to know every part of yourself is so important. I've had to learn the;t ignoring parts of yourself won't make them go away. Learning to work along side the more mysterious parts of yourself will make you a much more powerful person. No one can use anything against you when you've already come to terms with it all. Know your worth. Keep learning. You're much more fascinating than you think you are. Start peeling those layers back and see what you find.